posted on Jan, 4 2014 @ 12:05 AM
This is just a mind game for you to entertain yourself, learn, and grow. Read along and realize every spirit, every joyous and miserable experience
in your life your self asked for and that is you minus your ego. Death is only a new beginning. Absorb the process that is life into your being in
the NOW and take delight in your mundane daily actions. For once you know the truth you will be humbled with true power
The slime mold experiment like the double slit experiment of quantum physics poses more questions than it answers if it answers any at all
(perspective). From my experiences on different levels of consciousness starting on an atomic all the way up to universal and beyond I can tell you
that everything possesses MIND and WILL. From an amoeba finding its way around a peatree dish to a star and any and all matter it all has a purpose
driven desire and experiences the world around using whatever senses the god force has endowed upon it while always seeking harmony and homeostasis.
Everything is relative, there is no thing stand alone. The conscious desire of God was to have company due to feeling lonely. On the highest plane of
"existence" there is Christ consciousness which is observed as a sphere of pure white light and orbiting around it similarly to Saturn's rings are
SHARDS (Like broken Glass) of pure energy light particles glowing and pulsing radiant energy same as the sphere. After transcending this plane there
becomes nothing, one is all alone and in fact one doesn't even seem to exist as if there isn't even ONE. There is a deadness, a quiet like nothing
you could imagine. Then, one's mental visions return suddenly, and reappear from nothing like a hologram and you then realize all of the universe is
your projection, that everything that has ever happened to you that you willed it, asked for it, wanted it. That you create what you want to dream,
that you want to feel sadness, joy and misery equally fully. That you are eternal, infinite all knowing. And it feels amazing, you can move a star at
your behest, change the colors of the street lights, set off every car alarm in the neighborhood. And it feels sad. Sad to know what you are, that you
are alone, that this is just an illusion. And that you always wiill be.. forever and ever and there is no one to save you, no one can kill you and no
one else is there to hear you. All there is, is you.
On the spirtual or mental plane( My ego is still young 23) I encountered an entity that many would call Satan. He was a sharp looking black man with a
nice fade and short curly hair in a shimmering black business suit smoking a cigar in a huge hall with a checker patterned black and white floor. He
showed me my various existences in other worlds/universes. I had a feeling like I known him forever. A lot of this was filled with tragedy. He showed
me all the riches I ever could dream of some of the most amazingly cool and beautiful things that far transcend all the riches of this world. We came
at last to some golden gates. Everything in these scenes was more fiery, more intense and brighter than anything of this world. His eyes burned red
with fire but i was not afraid of him at all. But at these gates which were to me the gates of heaven and I could see paradise within (which was empty
fyi there wasn't anyone there) he said "WE HAD A DEAL." Then my visions instantly changed to scary things. Rag dolls that oozed black blood and
primitive weapons like axes and dark lines crawling through my vision. I stopped wanting to see it and it went away and that is when I saw the
Ginormous sphere of pulsing white light.
Interestingly enough when the devil was showing me visions I saw Chris brown as a half red REPTILIAN demon like entity (it was like i could see
beneath his skin) as well as a few other recognizable individuals that aren't famous enough for me to remember their names. This was interesting
because I never heard of reptilian humanoids in my life. I also recall seeing a futuristic planet with huge skyscrapers like new york except they
looked metallic and were different colors like blue and red and shaped kind of like space rockets. On this planet they had transforming cars like the
batmobile looking from the new movies that could fly and tv screens that had nothing solid to them and seemed to hover in the air and unlike
projection screens the picture didnt reflect off the wall it. The image just stood by itself in thin air razor thin like you could walk around it or
through it. The picture clarity of the movies was suuuuperb the sound was penetrating deep inside you like you were there when they filmed
And I saw the future developing through the many stages of cycles and each cycle spinning another cycle from itself like an exponentially growing
quadratic equation in patterns and revolutions however. I saw the next best thing happening continually like this until everything reached an apex and
at this point saw a golden flash appear off the apex of the cycle in my mind and then it was time for the cycle to begin finishing its circular
revolution and RETURN to where it all BEGAN. I saw where my location was in this cycle and it was near maybe about 15-20 degrees from the peak or apex
of the cycle where the golden flash had occurred.
If anyone has some stuff they'd like me to expand upon I'm sure I can remember more. It was a super enlightening experience that has allowed me to
overcome all of my fears
I also encountered another entity that looked kind of like a NORDIC HE MAN
Words, symbols, gender, masonic history and the bible all came into clear focus.
I saw myself as a father disciplining a teenage son
A troublemaker in some futuristic police state being asked why I did something by a detective type who knew me personally(it was bad)
A Paul Walker looking guy in a badass silver whip looking at myself on a sunny day along a strip with palm trees in the side view mirror smirking
and more I'm sure
There was a general feeling that the older generations of people (or whatever race there's more than humans but they are similar) hold on to
controlling things (like politics or businesses) far too long and in extreme instead of allowing the newer generations take over control as if
they're too scared to let that happen and it creates serious problems and unnecessary misery.
On different planes there are different forces. Duality is HUGE on this one
I also noticed that as things become more complex and cooler they become more challenging and difficult and that simple things a lot of the time are
easier, more relaxing and pleasing
I can sometimes read people like a red blood cell recognizes a white blood cells function in the body and understand everything in their nature as it
Most profound was my experience that I could be any creature, organism or the like at any point in time of the cyclic universe whenever i wanted like
I could just leave this meat suit whenever I wanted but I felt as if I was exactly where I wanted to Be.
Pretty much thats my wild now told experience of spirituality and god
So basically it says you are god, you control the show, and all the demons, aliens and boogie mans are only as real as you make them and have no power
Jesus told the truth, did you catch it?