posted on Dec, 17 2013 @ 03:39 PM
not sure if i'm posting this in the right place, maybe this should be considered a rant, whatever..
well recently in florida with changes in healthcare(not obamacare related) i have to switch from a med-waiver which i've been on for awhile to a
managed care plan to pay for nurses, supplies, equipment and such because my disability(duchenne muscular dystrophy if you were curious).
anyways my in-home nursing provider's boss is trying to start some bs because the plan i'm switching to wont pay enough even though he's too lazy
to find out any information including the actual price, forcing my mom to find it out even though they(the managed care counselor) can only give that
info to providers(him).
sorry, i'm babbling here but i am angry and nervous because this morons' greed is possibly endangering my personal freedom and longevity, if he
succeeds then i might have to be forced into a nursing home but maybe now that i demanded to dump his agency from the plan i might get out of it but
who knows what he might try.
so if i somehow get screwed out of all this i wont be posting any more, considering how in my experience nurses and such ignore you and step all over
you when you're alone and with no one to vocalize your words, needs or requests then i highly doubt i'd be shown much consideration with internet or
access to my computer when stuck in such a place(yeah i don't trust nurses, doctors or etc very much). when you aren't a kid or elderly (i'm 31
just to be clear)you tend to be treated like you're brainless or lacking critical thought, as if they can get away with anything just because you
can't be heard by anyone and it eats away your trust after enough times.
anyways pray or hope or whatever i can remain free from a nursing home or some other facility so i can keep interacting with you all but if not i
might be reluctantly forced to do things i'd rather avoid to keep my freedom intact.
yeah if it goes bad i'd rather die free in my own home than become a virtual prisoner so one way or another if all goes well i wont have an issue but
if not then good bye for one reason or another everyone.
thats all, thanks for reading all this(if you did) i kinda went on a rant there.