posted on Dec, 15 2013 @ 05:33 AM
Since my spiritual awakening happened I have seen my outer world become darker and darker. It seems to be drawing closer to the Apocalypse and the
Singularity. I think this is a positive thing.
I have been thinking about "as above so below" and I have a hypothesis that is that the more I enlighten myself, the more I seek truth, the closer my
outer world draws to the Apocalypse. That the Internet, the smartphones, and all the technology in my outer world, and all of the police state, is
coming about because of me, it's a mirror of the part of myself that I am getting rid of in this process of spiritual evolution. I think this is what
it means to be Noah on the ark, floating on the rising water. I'm Noah and the police state is the rising water.
I used to care about trying to find a girl. I was always very unsuccessful. This is something I have come to realize is actually a blessing. This is
in Zohar, which is part of Kabbalah:
Since the nature with which we are born is absolute egoism, man does not feel the spiritual point in his heart. However, at some point in one of his
reincarnations, man begins to gradually strive towards attainment of the causes of life, its evaluation; he yearns to attain himself, his source, just
as you do right now. Man’s aspiration to the Creator is precisely this aspiration to attain his origin. Man’s discontent in life often helps him
in this search, when there’s nothing that appeals to him in his surroundings. Such circumstances are sent from Above in order for man to start
feeling an empty point in his heart, and to stimulate in him the desire to fulfill it.
This is exactly where I'm at. I have gotten all the rejection from women, and humanity at large. I have hated and been depressed. And I have seen the
light and my blessing and the purpose of it all. Now I only care about spirituality and nothing in the material world interests me one bit. And I feel
that my incarnation is drawing to a close, hence why my outer world is becoming very Orwellian very fast, which I see as a good thing.
So why would I want to have a wife and children? What purpose would that serve? And why would I want to place children into an absolute nightmare of a
I'm a hermit, and proud of it!
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