posted on Nov, 27 2013 @ 08:33 PM
I can sense you have been wanting to give up for some time now and that is why I'm writing this for you now. You wonder how much longer you can put
on a show and how much more you can hide before fake smiles while you suffer and fight for you life. Your thoughts have trapped you and have dragged
you to a place you do not want to go and now you have become a prisoner of misery.
If you are struggling to find a reason to keep going then please hear me out before you make a choice.
You may have been wondering where I have been in your life, you may think I don't even care at all but I think its time that I come into your life
and show you who I am. You may have think I have abandoned you in your time of need when you parents turned their backs on you, when you spouse left
you, when your kids don't have time for you, when the world has turned its back you. All those times you have been left out and forgotten I was no
where to be seen. Your curse me while the tears flow from your eyes, you wish you have never been born because of me. The worst part of all is that
you are at the end of your rope and you are staring death in face with what little strength you have. Your broken heart is in critical
I have heard you plea and I say to you...
You never found me to be with you because you were looking in a place where I'm not. I don't live in the world. Every time you were left out and
abandoned, my heart broke for you. I was right there with you, closer than you can imagine. I'm here with you now and all I ask is just a moment of
your time. I had no way to get to you with the walls you built up, you fortified your heart so tight, I had no way to get to you. Every time I tried
to come to you, you ran from me. I beg you not to run because your life now depends on it.
I have been yearning to wipe the tears from your eyes and every time you felt out of place, I have been dying to invite you into my home, where you
belong. There is no judgement in my home nor is there any separation. The worries of the world cannot haunt you and your torturer called misery
can't bear to face me. In fact misery melts in my presence, only what is pure can stand face to face with me. I will keep you safe from now on and
I will lift you up off the ground from where you are. I'm more powerful than all the armies of the earth and I have power to put your enemies of
self judgement, self hate, worthlessness, and loneliness in a prison in which there is no escape.
I beg you to not resist me because I want to change your life and I'm in need of your services. The world needs you and you are just the person I
need to make a difference. I don't need you to change the world but I need you to change the lives of the people in this world. You see there is a
world filled with people just like you and they are waiting from someone like to come and show them what I'm showing you.
So I beg you to not give up and to let me into your heart, you have nothing to lose and it might just change your life. If you would like to meet, I
will be waiting at the gates of your heart.