reply to post by 0bserver1
S+f,i thought you wrote that in a beautiful way,i actually almost got the weepies
For some reason i feel such sadness when reflecting on the subject of reincarnation,which i absolutely believe in.I will never forget,at the age of
5,i was walking to the shop with my mother one cold,grey day,there was a strong wind blowing,too.As we passed a building with 2 flags snappling in the
wind,something extra-ordinary happened-i was suddenly standing in another place,and watching a woman in front of me,kneeling by a castle wall.Also on
a cold,grey day like i was in,in real life.I could not see what she was doing,but she may have been digging for something,idk.I just got this most
horrible,horrible feeling,like;'How could this have happened?!?!"
Just extremely horrible,so much despair and grief and horror and sadness.
It only lasted a minute or 2,most likely,but its been over 40 years ,and i have never been able to forget it,it haunts me.
My hubby actually gets tears in his eyes from the sound of bagpipes,he is of Scottish descent,his grandmother was Scottish
Then when i was a bit older,i was walking down the hallway of our neighbour's house,they had these glass panes in their front door,which was located
at the end of the passage.I entered the house by the back(kitchen) door,it was the usual way in my country,if you knew folks well,you did'nt bother
knocking by the front door,in those days.So as i came round the corner from the kitchen and started down the passage,the bright afternoon light
shining through the panes caught my eyes,and idk if that was some kind of trigger,but i syddenly got a vision of being in a castle hallway,and the
name "King Didier' came into my mind,also i felt a concern for a person in a room down the castle hallway,that they were in trouble.Odd
experience-seeing there were at least one King Didier:
If i was not adopted ,and my biological mother,whom i met once,did not almost have an anxiety attack when i asked about my bio-father,i could have
tried to trace my family roots,would have been so nice-and interesting.But well,that is not to be.
Another time,i was 13yo then,i was just walking down the road to the shop,and i suddenly had this vision of me and other people in white
clothing,holding hands,standing in a circle under the night sky,with a huge fire,and stone structures,that one was was unforgettable too,i can still
see it in my mind's eye,decades later.