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reply to post by letmeon
Hi, have read whole thread and still no real story here!
No offense intended but you havent actually said anything of any substance what so ever.
you have said sorry many times in posts, what exactly is it that you are sorry for?
Your posts seem very erratic to say the least and yet still NO actual story here.
Music speaks to many people on many levels & even with you quoting lyric you are not explaining the relevance in association with your own life.
I will however assume from the types of lyric the feel speak to you that you are in a very negative mindset at present and thus the demonic tones of certain songs touch you on a psychological/emotional level. Apart from this assumption there is no other insight that I can gather from any of your posts about you/your situation?
You have mentioned writing a book of your life, which I think is a great idea for a few reasons. I also have considered trying to put my own life experiences down on paper but have issues with holding my focus on it for long enough to get 1 chapter done. If you are able to write then I suggest you do so, if only for personal reading & to get these things you feel are so important off your chest. It may be therapeutic for you and if a publisher thought so you could have a best seller on your hands there!
Unfortunately I can not comment on whether your story is a good one as each to their own and further more you havent actually told us your story in brief or otherwise.
I have subscribed your thread in the hope that you enlighten us in some coherent way as to your plight. much thanks
Did you ever hear Metallicas song King Nothing?
They were planning this a long time, Operation Mindcrime was made in 88 . Since at least the 50 s when my grandfather was in the Air Force and contacted by the Government. I had to pretend I was mentally ill for awhile because I got drafted. I know what people are going to say about that. There used to be music everywhere , but know its over.
I know a lot of people might not know how to take this, and I am not going to push it. I am not a criminal I was just trying to survive, while deep undercover. The musicians went crazy, tried to arrange a " hit".
Eminem and others keep calling me ......" gay" in some songs. I don't know if I am allowed to say that. I guess ....whatever.
Just wanted to come on and clear up any misconceptions if people heard of me years ago or something.
I got an IPad and will check site in my room if anybody asks any more questions, I will try my best to answer.
I watched them closely till 2005 and the day my court order ended I went online to find the truth.
The coolest video I ever saw was 2008 the video was of a black haired girl at center of table then they pan back and it looks like Last Supper painting with clown and juggler and fire breather ( circus people). That was after I went online , people thought I was the Anti-Christ when I told them my story. I am sleepy and tired and I never know what's going on....
What's the game show you were talking about earlier?
It was a movie with Arnold Shwartzenagger , he was set up for a crime he didnt commit and sentenced to this show in future where he had to fight to the death with gladiators hunting him with cars and weapons and he was given a jump suit.
What did the 1% do to make you think you were in danger?
They made me think I was on the news like Columbine and wanted to party with musicians. I thought everyone knew and hated me.