This is based on personal experience and I am purely looking to see if anyone, (besides the people i've talked to in person) believe what I believe.
The whole thing about 2012 being the "awakening" for the world conscious seemed so fake and impossible that I had first completely blocked the idea
from my mind, instead, finding the whole, "metoers, earthquake, messiah' etc more believable.
Now, I am reflective of what happened during that time, and I think I truly understand what people meant by the "conscious/awakening era".
once 2013 came, I hit major depression for the first time in my life. I thought it might have been due to the fact that I transferred
universities/broke up with my girlfriend, but now that im reflecting on it, it seems to be bigger than that.
I would literally cry at any movie or tv show. I remember watching Full House, (bob saget) and cried every time someone was even slightly miss-treated
or felt upset. Same went, (pathetically yet not embarrassingly) for Pokemon, which I loved as a child so there were some real reflective feels
My question is: Did anyone notice a time after 2012 when the way they did things changed? Or the way they thought about things? Since then, I have
done all I can to make people happy and have always tried to help others by teaching. I know of several people, both friends and non friends that have
gone through that same change. We are all around the same age, give or take 2/3 years. After going through the depression, we all have admitted that
we are different people, and that we now have a broader understanding of things. I have even noticed moments where these people and I can "connect"
and really, truly understand what the other believes and is thinking. Anyone ever have something like that?
I am a deep thinker, so things like this interest me to no end and I will most likely keep pondering what actually happened/what is actually happening
as humans evolve. Evolution hasn't stopped. Like all other animals, evolution continues, but it is hard to notice it in the moment.
Anyways, I can run my thoughts for days on paper but I want to keep this short so people will actually feel like reading it