Ok. I'm posting this because I said that I would, and there
has been some misunderstanding about my personal observations
regarding these matters. It's also a subject that interested me
for about 50 years and I did extensive research, using my own
body and being as a laboratory.
The investigatory tool I used was basic observation while doing
spiritual practices related to Kundalini, which produces dramatic
and marked changes to both biology, psychology and spiritual
aspects of a person.
Now for someone not familiar with Kudnalini, there are a
ridiculous number of links out there and enormous amounts
of misinformation and a bit of real info out there. But rather
than share some idealized version or my own version (which
takes more than 30 pages to begin to describe properly),
I'll just post this link about Kundalini Syndrome
Now in my case, I also had especially dramatic symptoms near
the end of my third episode.. including skull sutures becoming
soft and other very dramatic physical symptoms.
Now as it turns out, most of those symptoms could have been
avoided, if I had been better educated about the process..
but the process is simply not properly understood or documented
anywhere. I'd claim that I understand the process and how to avoid
the negative symptoms very well.. but I cannot take personal
responsibility for coaching someone through this.. I'm not some
established guru with a vast fortune accumulated from other
people so that I don't have to work. You can probably tell that
I don't care much for 'Gurus' which is why I don't wish to be one..
I'm not saying that all gurus are corrupt.. but putting someone
up on a pedestal like that is not right in my book. Now, maybe
in a 1000 years actual spiritual teachers could help people with
their approach to handling mysterious processes without all
the melodrama. Maybe.
If you've read some of my other posts, I talk about how we are
actually in this 3D pothole, which has due to symmetry breaking
separated from the normal 5D space-time You've also read about
what I call 'parasites' and how people confuse these parasites
The issue that comes up, and which is painfully apparent during
a multi-year kundlalini awakening, is that a certain bit of 'matter'
of a more 'spiritual type' (sorry for these crude words, but this
is dang hard to describe when the concepts haven't even been
invented yet in any human language) becomes "luminous";
that is the actual basis of the term "illuminated" at least in some
spiritual circles. When the "spiritual matter", which is of a 3D
type becomes introduced to "spiritual energies" which more
properly emanate from the larger 5D space-time, and which
people call "spirit", then this "Immuniated matter increasingly
gains this personal identity.. it actually feeds upon the host
body (us) and grows increasingly intelligent over time.
Now when this process of unfolding is 'healthy' then you have
this thing called a 'soul', which makes one 'spiritually perceptive'.
But what it really does.. is force itself to reincarnate endlessly,
as it's afraid of death.. it's not in and of itself 'transcendent'
as it's 3D 'spiritual matter' and not a so-called 'higher self'
which exists for 1/2 of an eternity or longer..
Buddha would have called this creation something like a
and would have urged his disciples to not create such
a thing.. as it keeps one trapped in endless rebirth..
this confusion that this 'thing' 'the real you'.
Now most everyone busily makes a soul, as they are afraid
of death and want to live forever.. well not a few atheists
and reductionist materialists and a few others.. but most
people at least make a half-hearted attempt to build a
Now a kundalini awakening can build a soul that takes
STEROIDS.. can build a 'black magicians soul' or a 'holy
man's soul' -- but a rather low grade holy man.. as
the 'soul' is not who we really are.
We are in effect 11D creatures, though for all intents and
purposes you can limit that to 5D which is where most
rational beings live -- in normal space -- not his
pot-hole we live in.
So as it turns out, 'real enlightenment' and I really hate
that meme-laded confusing and wrong word-- requires
one to get beyond this fake-soul stage.. as we are not
souls.. we are way more than that.. the fact that
'souls' get luminous and gain 'psychic abilities' eventually
can really trap a human being into a very negative place.
Now these 'souls'.. when they get advanced enough..
they generally stay in a DNA bloodline and keep being
reborn when they can figure out how to insinuate themselves
into human DNA. the 'spiritual world' is actually terrifying
for a 'soul' and they try to be reborn as fast as possible..
though some just fade away or go elsewhere.. it's also
well worth nothing, that many people don't build much
of a coherent soul at all.. and that's cool..
Now these 'souls' some of them.. get pretty nasty.. they
become 'corrupted' by the memes of the person building
them.. so a lot of Christians birth demons when they
die.. as they focus on evil and demons so much.. and
are so full of fear and existential terror.. I just use
this as one example.. some Buddhists might become
'hungry ghosts' as that is part of their religion.. and
some temple of Set sorts might build a truly interesting
and more intelligently parasitic entity. But all these
entities are 'mortal' in that they can be killed.. eaten..
and would die with this universe when it dies..
Yes, human bodies make excellent "soul / parasite
builders". This is unfortunate.
You see, that nearly all of the parasites that I say
work as part of the 'Ra collective" are in fact
these types of parasites --- human constructed
Now there are other more 'senior parasites' that
are from other worlds out there.. and other
universes even.. who flee that world or universe
to stay alive.. if they must ... sometimes in
physical space ships...
A human's real 'highest self' is a really beautiful
thing.. not a soul or parasite at all. But again..
not that many humans necessarily build this
sort of contact.. it's really hard to do this
in this pothole universe. In 'real space' -
the 5D space.. everyone is born a "Buddha"
so to speak, at a minimum. I mean, Buddha's
ride the short bus on some worlds.. they are
Now.. above all time and space is the One,
or at least that's how it looks.. I can't
speak for 'God' as I have said so many times.
But ultimately, all the human minds and
worlds and other lives and worlds all
endlessly spill out of the creative
cauldron of the universes.. and if you don't
get much fulfillment in this life, the Universe
will get around to spending 3.5 billion years
or so and making another you out of the
mud. It all really does come out in the
Well, that's my quick and dirty observation
about souls.. and yes.. I hatched TWO of
them, to make sure I got the process
down right. The first one went to "Ra"
who absorbed / ate it, and the second
one was offered up to the real Light.. I
was very surprised about how that first
one went.. I didn't understand about
'Ra' very well back then. Fortunately
that was a parasite Skandha, not
edit on 17-11-2013 by KellyPrettyBear because: edited clumsy sentence