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posted on Nov, 14 2013 @ 09:39 PM
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Just to clarify, everyone. I have had a couple of interesting, and frankly terrifying, experiences in the past month, and I would like to put them into words in the form of a story. If using a spirit is too "iffy" regarding the rules of the contest, then you don't have to count this as a submission.

But I would really like everyone to read it.

Its very important to me.

Its about my will-be-husband's grandmother, who recently passed, and my grandmother, also recently deceased.

I'll give you all the gist of what inspired this story.

I've been experimenting with meditation and opening chakras lately, and its been giving me lucid dreams and whatnot. But this morning, something a lot scarier happened, involving me being paralyzed (I have no idea if I was actually awake or not), and seeing my boyfriend's Nana on the hospital bed next to me. We slept in her room last night. I'll spare the details, but I'll say that it was frantic, and I thought I was going to die. I was also trying to hold her and make her feel better. She was talking, but the only thing I was able to make out was her saying "My house..."

There was also a curious moment on Halloween night during a party when I thought she possessed me. I'm really sorry if I sound crazy, guys, but there's no other way I can word this. I'm as skeptical as any of you are, trust me. I was saying things that didn't make any sense to me, but apparently they made sense to my boyfriend, because he later told me it seemed as though I had channeled his Nana, and he was talking to her.

I wouldn't write about it if it wasn't a real happening, guys.

As bewildered as I am, I am convinced its something worth writing about.

This story is dedicated to my Grandmaw, and to my boyfriend's Nana. Both of them.

Its not going to be very long like my usual stuff, but...

Please enjoy.

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Love







Curious thing.

Love is certainly curious, you know?

Looming... the air so smooth, so full of my love... the many, many memories we've made here, my babies... oh sweethearts... don't cry... don't cry...

Its in the air... all the love...

The love of my home...

The love of my family...

My home for so, so long... so quaint, so very, very real....

You're in my arms...

You're in my arms.

I'm here.

I was never angry at you.

I love you so, so very much.

You have nothing to be sorry for.

I hear you...


"Hey Tay, you spending the night?"

"Yeah."

"You can sleep in Nana's room..."

"Nah, its fine. I'll sleep on the couch."

I don't know where I am.

I'm not in my bed.

I'm not at my table.

Where are my babies...?


"Hey T... do you want these?"

"Don't bother with her... she's pouting over there."

I'm here, T... momma's got you.

All my babies are home...


"I miss her so much..."

"She's still here, dear."

I'm still here.

"I... I had so much to tell her..."

"She knows, dear."

I know.

"I never came to this place with her... I never ate with her here."

"It doesn't matter, mom."

"She always ate here... I never ate with her here."

Oh baby, I don't care... I love you so, so much...

I'm not sad anymore...

I don't hurt anymore...

I just want to hold you...

I'm here...

I'm here.


"Remind me to write another letter and update Nana later, okay?"

"Okay, dear."

I know what you're up to, sweetheart.

You're always in my arms.


"Grandmaw's here... she's still here. I can feel her."

"That box isn't her. That box is just ashes... its not her."

I'm home... home....

I'm not ashes...

But I'm home...

I'm a happy granny...

All my babies are home...

I love you, T...


>Texting< {I've taken, what I believe, is half a bottle of tylenol.

And yes, you CAN OD on it, which will happen.

I hope I never see any of you again, because where I'm going, I never want you guys to go.

Cheesy, huh?

Well...

Bye.}

I love you...

Don't make yourself sick...

Live for me, baby...

Live for me...

You sweet, sweet baby boy...

You have too many people to love...

Too many lives to save...

Too many hugs to give...

Its not your time yet...

Its not your time yet, baby...

I love you.


"Sissy!"

".... what?"

"You just hit the floor. Have you been taking stuff?"

"N... no..."

Don't drink, baby... no...

Don't be drinking vodka, baby girl...

You have too many people who love you...

Don't hurt yourself like that, baby girl...

I love you so much...

T loves you, too.

Don't hurt yourself, baby girl.

Your momma loves you too much for you to be doing that...


"I love you, Adam."

"I love you, Sam."

I'm so proud of you...

You take care of her, sweetheart... like you did me...

I'm so, so happy... so very happy, and proud...

You're both in my arms...

My home...

I see you...

I feel you...

Keep the family going, will you...?

I love you so very much....

So, so much...

My home...

My house...


"We love & miss you, Sissy..."

"I love ya'll too."

I love you too.

I love you, T...

I never went anywhere...

I'm not sad anymore...

Smile for me...

Make your babies smile...

All my babies smiling...


>Typing<

{Everyone's smiling.

Death isn't leaving. Death is only dying.

Love lives on, as does the souls who carry it.

END LOG}

I love you, my babies...

I love you...

I love you...

I love you...

I'm here...

I'm everywhere...

Within you...

In your heart...

In our home...

In your air...

In your skin...

I love you...

I never left...

My babies...

I never left...

I'll never leave...

I still exist.




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posted on Nov, 14 2013 @ 09:50 PM
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I'm gonna clarify a couple things here, since it turned out to be pretty abstract.

The italicized writing are the first-person perspectives of Grandmaw and Nana's spirits. It switches back and forth between the two of them. The other stuff is bits and pieces of real conversations we've all had since they both passed.

The end of the story is both Grandmaw and Nana speaking.

I guess the cat's out of the bag now. Sam and Adam are our names.

"T" is what Grandmaw and Grandpaw always called my mom, her name is Terri.

Adam and I are old friends, and over the past few months, things developed...

You know how that goes.

That's all, folks.

I hope you all enjoyed it. Much love~

EDIT; Oh yeah, and also...

I keep journal logs on my computer. That's where the "END LOG" thing came from.

Its a tiny segment of my personal writing.

Yeah.


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posted on Nov, 15 2013 @ 04:01 AM
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Abstract? Possibly. Moving? Absolutely! I think its great that you opened these statements up to all of us. As snapshots of a live well lived go, these really hit the mark.




posted on Nov, 15 2013 @ 03:47 PM
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Well Sam
. I enjoyed the story. It was sure different again. You sure do mix up styles, But you do them well
..Hope your doing well my friend



posted on Nov, 15 2013 @ 03:52 PM
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My apologies for my spelling mistake there. I meant a life well lived. Forgive me, there is much on my mind, and only a fairly limited amount of RAM to work with



posted on Nov, 15 2013 @ 03:56 PM
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Hi there TrueBrit. I read your last thread about your lady problems. I hope things are working out for you. (Sorry to hijack your thread NA )
..And i love your avatar its cool



posted on Nov, 15 2013 @ 04:18 PM
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I love you guys.

Like... no joke.

The few amazing friends I have on ATS are what keeps me on this site.

Cause... you know how some people on ATS can be.

Thanks a lot for reading. I'd hug you guys if I could.



posted on Nov, 15 2013 @ 04:28 PM
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XxNightAngelusxX
I love you guys.

Like... no joke.

The few amazing friends I have on ATS are what keeps me on this site.

Cause... you know how some people on ATS can be.

Thanks a lot for reading. I'd hug you guys if I could.


*HUG*

That'll do right?



posted on Nov, 15 2013 @ 04:43 PM
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TrueBrit

XxNightAngelusxX
I love you guys.

Like... no joke.

The few amazing friends I have on ATS are what keeps me on this site.

Cause... you know how some people on ATS can be.

Thanks a lot for reading. I'd hug you guys if I could.


*HUG*

That'll do right?


Of course


*HUGZ*

All hugs will do.



posted on Nov, 15 2013 @ 08:35 PM
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That was a really touching and well-written tale. It resonated as true and Nana is such a gentle soul. I like her. I hope it made your heart lighter to write it. Very much enjoyed.



posted on Nov, 15 2013 @ 08:50 PM
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argentus
That was a really touching and well-written tale. It resonated as true and Nana is such a gentle soul. I like her. I hope it made your heart lighter to write it. Very much enjoyed.


Thanks you


The writing is actually two souls.

Nana is Adam's grandmother.

Grandmaw is my grandmother.

This is dedicated to both of them.

Thanks a lot for the feedback



posted on Nov, 17 2013 @ 09:14 PM
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What an amazing experience you had! Very special that they chose to communicate with you.
Thank you for sharing.

P.S. And here is another hug coming your way friend.
edit on 06/02/2011 by grayeagle because: Wanted to add a hug!



posted on Nov, 22 2013 @ 07:38 PM
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Thanks, friend.

Thanks a lot to everyone who read.





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