Here we are, it's Nov of 2013. We thought the world would end in 2012. It's not. IT'S NOT GONNA END OK
So we're here. Where I am in Canada it just changed to winter. We have snow now for the next 5 or 6 months. I always sya....... built in AC, score!!!
LOL ahhhh
So I heard about one guy on hear trying a dating site. So I thought I'd try it. I really don't need to. I have 3 girlfriends actually. I'm kinda a
player it's true. 1 I've dated for 13 years. 1 for 8 years. And one for about 2 years. It's insane. Don't ask me to justify it. It's just their nice
people, they like me so I don't complain. They each have some good qualities. And none of us are looking to get married or anything. so whatever.
So I'm listingen to romanina trace, and sipping a rum and coke. Why I'm home on a friday ahh who knows. I'm a loser that's why. But I have a busy
weekend planned, 2 of the girl friends and whatever ahppens.
crap I need another drink.
well I just think life is weird. I mean anywhay you slick it it's weird. Like serious. It's so weird. We're here tryign to survive, plsu trying to
reach our higher ideals. But realisitcally the survival mode beats the H.Ideals. So you do what you know best in life. Which often times realistically
won't bring out your true potential. I mean it wont'. but it makes money so you do that. So say you lay tile or do plumbling. Or whatever. You do
that. Even though you're passion is something totally different. And it could revolutionize the plannet if given a chance. But instead you stick to
what pays the bills.
ahhhh crazy crazy crazy.
the other thing is you have a side that craves more out of life. Like it wants to move to the other side of the world and start over in a strange
place. But your practical side keeps telling you to stay put, to stay where you are in the same old UTLTRA BORING cercumstances. So what do you do? Do
you take a chance and live for once in your life? and move to the other side of the world? to somewhere like Dubia or somewhere ultra crazy, where
you'd try and make yoru mark in life? Or do you just wither away in that small town wher eyou live where you'll never be known, where you'll never
make your makr in history?
okay one last drink then I'm gonna fishish this ultra informative post....
See...as yo9u can see you think better when you're a bit buzzed.
so back to the dating site....
I was trying this one again. It's so annoying. It's all the same poep.e for the most part. But it's free and fun. And whatever. But there a slight
problem. Like I'm a bit time CTist. So I'm not gonna put my photo out there, not anywhere. I'm not on any stupid social networks or anything like
that. It's bad enough that I have to work online and be exposed to the information age where everything you do is documented and catagorized. Let
alone have your photo out there for everyone to see.
So instead I found a pic of some model, and just put that up. I mean it looks a bit like me. Not really. but close. Ya that's freaking sad. But to put
your own phoot online knowing what I know would be even sadder. That would be insane. (okay time for the GF stew soon). She gave me some frozen. I
think it and a tv show would be a good combo.
but back to the photos. Like what the hell. I was using like google plus an it brought up an alert saying "click yes to enable your web cam to allow
us to take your photo" or something like that. NO JOKE. Like what on earth are we coming to???? it's insane. It's total madness. Privacy is out!!! big
time. Like of course one should have nothing to hide and if I wasn't abused so bad by the gov I'd still be a niave sheeple like before and maybe done
that. But now knowing TPTB are the nazi's and are out there to kill you if given half the chance. No I htink I'll remain anonomus thank you very
much!!!!
So then the girls on the dating site have to do without. I'd be caught dead leaving my photo anywhere online. Not that there's probalbly some database
of tons of my real photos in some secret file already. But still. Anything I can do to steme the tide I'll do. wow I'm a bit drunk.
Not that I like to drink or anything. but my week is all about worry. It's so fracking sad. It all started about 4 years ago when TPTB showed up in a
big way and I realized, "HOLY CRAP' we live in nazi germany. Both the Business regulators, and the IRS. Fracking insane. They fracking beat me back
into the stone age. From living in a 4500sqr ft house, to living in a 450sqr foot room in a basement! No joke. And they're still far far far from done
with me! Like a learning experience of a lifetime. You go from sheeple to people in short order. You wake up. You realize nazi germany is in full
effect. That's if htey choose you and want to make some kind of example out of you.
but there's a silver lining....
I actrually learned so much in he process that it's unbelievable! Like I had to go to corut many times. I'm still not done either. It's kinda insane.
It's no way to live. I'd not wish this on my worst enemy. But the worst case scenarios make you very strong, very aware of the hazards of western
socityt.
so you start a buinsess? Well you better have all your i's dotted and t's crossed or the MIB's will eventually comne knocking. And they'll demand
blood. They're vampires. Vamps' want blood plain and simple.
BUT SERIOUSLY.... you think I'm joking but i'm not. You'll be surprised. Very surprised.
sooy.......
hmmmmmm rats here we are in 2013. Oh frig. where'd all the years go? I need to get out of town before the year ends big time. Go to vancouver agin for
a good month and forget baout the problems of life.
Listen.... Life is hard. Anyway you slice it. So the harder you are on yourself the easier life is. You'll either suffer the pain of regret or the
pain of discipline. You decide? It's up to you. Seriously. You slack off, then regret. Disciplined, then the pain of doing the work. NO JOKE THATS
FRACKIN LIFE!!! HELLO
Another drink... ahh where am I going with this...
I'm really weird. I might as well say it. Look I'm just weird. Like bite my fingernains so bad. i don't know why. I've been doing it since like grade
1. Now I'm 38. I don't know why. And I piss in a bucket. Seriously. I don't know why. I just figure it saves my landlord water in using the toilet, so
I piss in a bucket and then just pour it down the sink at the end of the day. I know that's VERY WEIRD. But Ego is gone for me! It was gone years ago.
I care anymore. Until I'm making like 10k a month again, then I don't really care what I do to survive. As long as it's works. And that works for me.
Hmmmm okay weird forum weird post. whatever, it works. I need to take a piss.
Okay so GF's chilly in teh micro, drink's almost done. And so is my advice....
There's 2 points to life..... and tiake this from a drunk bastard who's been threw the ringer and knows his #.
1) life is about experiences. The more you experience the more you'll learn about life.
2) Get in touch with a non egotistical spiritual side. That generally means humbleing yourself and geting to iknwo God. That's it. Plain and simple.
that's life right there in a nutshell more or less. I wish I knew more party types. Last 2 times with GF numbers 1 and 2 were amazing. We partied hard
core. It was really really fun. it was insane. I don't knww if that's healthy or not but it's what it is.
I don't know if I hsould even post this. This is crap..oh well :
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You devil you. Better hope the ladies don't find out, if they don't already know.
I'm more of a shot glass and chaser type of man, myself. In fact, finally finished off that whiskey now... Ah well, almost bed time anyway.
he other thing is you have a side that craves more out of life. Like it wants to move to the other side of the world and start over in a strange
place. But your practical side keeps telling you to stay put, to stay where you are in the same old UTLTRA BORING cercumstances. So what do you do? Do
you take a chance and live for once in your life? and move to the other side of the world? to somewhere like Dubia or somewhere ultra crazy, where
you'd try and make yoru mark in life? Or do you just wither away in that small town wher eyou live where you'll never be known, where you'll never
make your makr in history?
I know the feeling, I don't know how many times at work I found myself thinking "wonder what kind of plane ticket my bank account would get me?"
never actually happened though.
Btw if I remember correctly, didn't you make some wine once? Hows that venture going?
Tried it myself awhile back.
so back to the dating site.... I was trying this one again
Come on man leave some for the rest of us... lol
Yeahhh, Google+.. I hate it, but I was forced to use it since I have a Youtube account, so, I made mine a mockery of the CEO of Google. Been
using it to troll informatively. I was orignally just going to try to piss him off but he doesn't seem to notice. Check it out:
take that Google+
Yes, he is a clown.. You made me do it, Larry.
I don't knww if that's healthy or not but it's what it is.
Meh. Like I always say, we're all going to die someday, might as well take a risk and enjoy it (nothing too risky.)
ETA: guess you have to be drinking to understand?.. lol
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Based on your spelling, you will wake up tomorrow wondering what the hell you posted last night. Been there. I hope you read it (two days later, after
drinking another beer) because its pretty good. Its all about humbling yourself and dealing with necessity. That's exactly right. Idealists are
tards, you can destroy them by leaving them to their own plans. ACtual power in the world as it is, has learned to bow down to the real. All the
ugliness of power comes from this fact. Most people in power would like to be good and loved, but they deal with the world as it is, so they aren't.
Because that hero they would like to be is impossible. And all the goodness, all the hope of the future comes from the real, and its possibilities,
not the dreams or arrogant ideals. Every one learns these lessons. The old try to teach it to the young, and the young flip them off. Then learn it
themselves in time. What is, is. The sooner we embrace it, the better off we are.
I let my hair down once, now I'm bald. I have no hair when...
You hitting the home made again sparty?
Me and my 5 girlfriends are not happy with this situation. We demand hot tubs for all. Now put down that yeasty brew and get snapping, or I'll send
around mrs palmer. And my girlfriends will slap your girlfriends like there is no tomorrow.
I bet you even eat kiwi fruit with the fuzzy skin on and all...
oO
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the wine wasn't that great. I guess with the proper equipment it might be worth making, but I honestly wasn't too impressed. And it really makes you
drunk and sick. I don't like that at all.