Describe what the higherself is?

Belcastro
reply to post by 1Providence1

 

Tulpa

("to build" or "to construct") also translated as "magical emanation",[3] "conjured thing" [4] and "phantom" [5] is a concept in mysticism of a being or object which is created through sheer spiritual or mental discipline alone. It is defined in Indian Buddhist texts as any unreal, illusory or mind created apparition. According to Alexandra David-Néel, tulpas are "magic formations generated by a powerful concentration of thought." It is a materialized thought that has taken physical form and is usually regarded as synonymous to a thoughtform.

Onetime i made a noise go from inside of my head to outside of my ears,
and how did you know that there is a mysterious tapping on my wall when im thinking hard

The experiences made me believe parts in the following video. where they say Demons of your own design.

it made me believe that everything is the manifestation of our imagination.
i believed that everything was made out of thought because of the holographic universe;
and the following video described to me how God or a God can manifest reality from their mind.

I'd say your assessments are quite astute and that you're on the right track.