posted on Nov, 6 2013 @ 03:27 AM
i love this woman... but i blew it with her! i decided to focus on my career and now because of the pain its caused me ive lost my job!!!! my home and
my woman!! my life partner....in some ways i want her to see this ...in others i really don't want her to see how low ive become! she's a beautiful
person not just in looks but in herself ive definitely punched above my weight there It now leaves me in a position were i have no friends living
in my dads spare room unable to talk to him!! 2013 has been bad!!!
You are describing here the 'domino' effect of your own
actions! and then trying
to shift the blame on to others ... BUT:-
# You decided to focus on your career? So? ... you need
a living/career for
for life whether you are with someone or by yourself surely?
# Because of the pain it caused you, you lost your job!!!!!! (self inflicted?)
but still you seem to be trying to shift the blame .... like the situation was out of
# Inevitably ... no job = no home? not no woman = no job no home!
I fail to understand why living with your father would leave you without friends? and
why you are unable to talk to him? Could be if you did talk to him you could learn
something from him? Take responsibility for your own actions, move on and learn
form your mistakes ......