reply to post by Vasa Croe
It's a rhetorical question, im basicly stating the obvious but expressing that the realization and reflection of this truth is hitting me hard today..that's all.
Camus introduces his philosophy of the absurd: man's futile search for meaning, unity, and clarity in the face of an unintelligible world devoid of God and eternal truths or values.
... condemned to repeat forever thesame meaningless task of pushing a boulder up a mountain, only to see it roll down again.
"The struggle itself ... is enough to fill a man's heart.
The Mython of Sisyphus may have some bearing on your dilemma.
that sums up basicly how i feel. THe boulder up the mountain. Push..Push.
After hearing God, Jesus, the devil, angels and experiencing the interesting scary interactions with demons. Im confused..yet one thing my mind always comes to is the fact that what im experiencing is either all fiction, or all real, or part of both. The thought of that keeps reminding me of how in the Christian Bible the book of Eccleciastes continualy makes light of how meaningless everything is in the end. My mistakes..pointless, they're attacks and fascism..pointless..we beings of lesser intelligence are living pointless lives debating, arguing, living in contrast or correlation, some things bring moments of peace and peace can make fascist haters angry, so that brings me to think along electrical lines..
reply to post by Aleister
I have a "can i have your stuff" t shirt o7
OP - ? part of me wants to say "get some support and look after yourself", so thats what i did.