posted on Dec, 10 2013 @ 01:24 AM
Since our names are similar, I will share a bit before I go to sleep.
It sounds like you made a connection. You formed a link with another human being. If you are being truthful, and this isn't just an experiment to see
what kind of responses you will get, and then laugh at us, then you achieved what most people never get to experience. Love, which is connection,
plain and simple.
People these days, have become treasure hunters, seeking out the best ways to make a buck. pissing on friendship, scamming whoever they meet. Drugging
themselves into numbness, and apathy. They have no need to feel. the docs make sure of that.
But, for people like you, and me, and whoever else that cant stand the dead ends, our treasure is beauty, and companionship, friendship.
Musicians in groups communicate by feeling, especially jazz musicians, they can take turns and twists without any eye contact, or set music. They just
feel it. I have been there too.
I once had a long term, over the internet friendship with this girl, lets call her butterfly. We talked about everything. It was as if we knew each
other forever. She had a husband, and me, my girlfriend. But we were constantly checking to see what the other had said. She was an artist and made
pictures from my songs. It was a perfect relationship until life and distance, and our other's got in the way. She made me see a side of myself I
never new existed. And I her.
So, I know your joy, and I know your pain.
Good luck sir. And if you must, you go and get her. The world is now a small place, and anything is possible!