reply posted on 9-3-2005 @ 02:57 AM by Indigo_Child
A point I wanted to make, for this claim of most being Indigo Children or 95% of x y and z were Indigo Children, is that an Indigo Child's most
defining characteristic, other than their spirituality, is that they are non conformists. They are rebels and radicals.
So, it does appear people are exaggerating here. For if 95% of x, y and z are non comformists, then that means only 5% are conformists. When in fact,
the reverse truth is, most of society is conformist, because that is the natural social psychology of man. No offence, but I think all of those
claiming most people are IC's, are bull#ting, to simply undermine the real phenoena of IC's.
I know from experience, that it is rare that I meet someone like-minded or a real Indigo. I know how hard it is for people who are different in
society to cope. As I said, being an Indigo, is difficult. No - I mean very difficult.. You have to cope in a society of sheep, of primitives, going
about their ways, oblivious to universal truths. You have to tolerate incessant stupidity. It's as if you were on the wrong planet.
Most humans are ignorant, stupid and self-serving. I am not saying I am superior, I am just saying humans are stupid. You know, at one point I hated
them. I felt like a different species from as young as a child. Now, that I have matured, I don't hate them, but as much as I try, I can't love them
either. I see what they are doing to his beautiful planet, to each other. They are masters of hate and ignorance. I have seen through this througout
my life, on how people who are different, including myself, have been ostracised, teased and deliberately hurt by them. I just wonder why I incarnated
on this planet. As I told you I thought it was a cosmic joke in my darker days.
I have become much stronger now as a person, so I speak up against it. Just recently, a teacher in a class I attended was being slammed by the entire
group. They were preying on him. He did nothing wrong to them. His only mistake was he was soft and friendly. First one of the students in the class
spoke up against him, critisizing him for his teaching approach. Then another student started doing, and soon the entire class was at him - because
that is how mob psychology works.
He was on trial, my god. It was a mutiny. No matter how much he was trying to teach us, the students who had now latched onto the fact they get away
with beating at him, started asking him non stop questions to show him up, really silly questions and as he was surrounded, he was getting very
nervous and was hesitating. I could sense it, I could literally see his aura being drained by everyone in the class. And everytime a student asked
their question, they looked towards the class to seek their approval - their applause. This was their way of feeling powerful.
There were a few people in the class who was not liking this either. Yet they did not speak, afraid of being different. I wasn't, I spoke against the
entire class and told them what they were doing to the teacher, showed up their hyporisy. Do you know how awful it got? They started critising the
looks of the teacher, and so demonic they were, they said they will make sure he doesn't work again. This was a class of 30-40 people. I was the only
one, in the entire class, to speak up. So disgusted I was, that I dropped that class. These were the "normal" people that live in this world.
The same happened in acting workshop once. Again, there were some 20-30 people, and this time, it was the teacher that wasat fault and I shouted at
him(lol) It was a mixed group of classes, and the ages of people there ranged from 14-50. It was an exercise to make us less tense. The students were
told to go up on stage and say anything they want. So some student went up there and cracked a dirty joke. The teacher crackled. So fair enough. Yet,
again mob-psychology took over, nearly every student went up and said something very poronographic, I mean very, going into the nitty gritty of
penetration and ejaucation and the teacher was loving it. Now, call me uptight, but I wasn't. I found it extremely distateful and I was astonished
that the teacher would be so irresponsible. At one point I spoke out against the teacher, I shouted at him actually. I told him that was he doing was
very unprofessional and if I reported him he could lose his job. In doing so. I also invited the wrath of the rest of the class, except there were a
few who found it as distateful as me. Yet, they did not speak.
You know when Jesus was being crucified, how all his friends denied knowing him. Same here, even people that were sharing my emotions, could not back
me up. They only told me afterwards how I was brave - yes, thanks very much.
I have had several such situations, where I will burst out in front of groups. Becuase I cannot tolerate stupidity. Now, I am somewhat calm now,
because I'm starting to be more accepting of human stupidity . I can control my anger now, before I couldn't. Now just how many people do you think
have the courage to speak their truth against society like this? Very few. That is why we Indigos are rare.
Even on ATS, you can see this trait. I've openly condemned the American forces in my topic "Nazi America" while most people are defending them,
only because, "they are our heroes" even if they don't support the war. You know these topics were moved by some moderators - just to get them
out of sight. Hypocrisy is synonymous with stupidity.
Yet, simply being a rebel does not mean you are a positive influence. Some, people are just rebels without a cause. Yet, Indigos are rebels with a
cause. For me that cause is spiritual. I was not told what is spiritual and what is not. I knew this, it was natural. When I see anyone being
oppressed, my inner Indigo kicks in, and I just have to do something.
The reason why injustice, war and genocides happen in this society, is because people do not think individually, they think as groups and segregate
their own kind into groups, and forefit their ability to think indepedently and positive cohesion in society.
Why do people hurt each other so much, compete with each other so much, don't they know that co-operation is stronger than competition?
This is all just common sense. I am not a super genius or guru, I'm just a regular old joe with some common sense. Why do they call it common, I
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