When you are experiencing ufology related events, and start to study others, you don't really know what's going on with the accounts of long term
experiencers, if you're talking about people like Tolec and Alex Collier who seem to give continual messages. I don't trust information about 4D or
5D, and andromedans, but some of the markers in their accounts are similiar to some things I know, but they could be adding what other contactees have
said, who knows. Or they could indeed be real contactees because there is a timeline battle going on, and when you put out a message into a world
where focus and thought create, then you're making some changes, for the good or the bad. I'm talking about pole shifts and disaster messages
The only accounts I trust are my own, but there are others who have the right signature, such as James Gilliland and even alot of what Sleeper
discusses, Jim Sparks, and some what of Steven Greer talks about, because his et contacts bounce off him, the energy is there and it opens the
But anyone with a military type contract is suspect to a controlled message, or agenda. In other words, truth and lies mixed.
I don''t get to remember long conversations with ET, am allowed to know something occurred that involved alot more than I can remember, but only
allowed to keep or recall certain things.
And don't want it to happen, not even if its good, because why not give answers in dreams, why not have a nice lucid dream with some very memorable
answers given, or healing sent, others have that in metaphysics, why deal with something where you are not in control and your rights all vanish
instantly, without a two way equity going on, where you literally are very very vulnerable. Its good thing perhaps I don't remeber fully and if I get
some back, hope some of my time is spent giving the the Hero or Zero lectures of their lives, because some of the memories during checkups did invovle
in that. I speak up!
Its physical corporal stuff that occurs, not something in your head. When the messages or a communication comes in via thought, which is one of the
ways Et does communicate, they project in nad do give a message. But its not just a telepathic connection, they've projected in, and can unzip, or
unshield if they choose, for thats happened with me, and they can perform checkups, covers move, dent in bed, clip things on your fingers. My body
doesnt paralyzed but my will is so sleepy, can't do much except send out requests for help and tell them a few things about what Love is like, and
what it's not like.
Usually in situations like that, its lights out, fast. Just blackness, waking up in the morning and sometimes with a few memories. Sometimes waking
up after having that kind of experience, and your older son, 18, is telling you he had missing time while up, 1 or 2 hours at a time. Making a
sandwhich to watch a show he had turned on at 12, suddenly he comes out of the kitchen and its not on, he checks the time, and its suddenly 2. Its
odd but those missing time experiences often coincide with the covers moving upstairs, the preparation for abduction, and having someone meeting your
mind and asking if you want to be awake. Thats happened to me and my son.
When its simply telepathic, ie. I'm folding clothes upstairs, for example, several years ago, in our old towhouse, a certain dark haired, big chested
man wearing black uniform, who was invovled some of these "things" and who I liked, considered him a Hero. He invaded my mind, projected in I guess,
told me I was going to be in a meeting that night. And I rejected the whole thing. Shrugged it off, tried to ignore it, tried to treat it like
something misfingin in my head. Next thing I knew was aboard a craft, put through some kind of a test to see how selfless I was, just freely caring
about everyone with respect to everyone's happiness and freedom, including ET. Passed the test. And was suddenly standing on a balcony, overlooking
a possibly 1000 story drop, it was enormous, with an open vieiwng area for the sun, and a huge station monitoring the sun, up close. And being
I went into shock, said, Cancel Cancel Ego, Cancel Cancel Ego, over and over again, and so didn't get to see much at all. It was wasted on me. I
knew instinctively this was an intergalactic station and all I saw were human type ETs, not all tall, medium height to tallish, 5 feetish - 7. They
were very happy, doing work that was somehow important and really enjoying being with each other. I can't explain it.
So I blacked out again and was sitting between him, he's a dark haired, strong chested, man just over 7 feet, and this woman who I recall, very cool
scientific blond woman just over 6 feet. Where were in a room at a low curved table, behind us, there was some kind of computer laboratory, and then
medical kinds of rooms, with plants everywhere. He was saying, "I almost wished I hadn't shown you." She was saying, "But it was time you knew".
I'm pretty sure what overwhelmed me was when I was greeted with, welcome back by a couple of them on the balcony.
Then I woke up in my bed, though I had been putting clothes away.
So...ignored, put it all away in my mind, refused to deal with it, went downstairs and made coffee. Maybe several pots. In any case, sometime
later, in the evening when it was dark, was outside contemplating this stuff, and hoping I wasn't going to get a meeting that night.
Turned to go in the house. Note my sightings of crafts, with my son often, he would call me out often, usually the same one in appearance, a huge
reddish light covering a saucer, he saw it once under the light, about the size of a plane, possibly 30-40 feetish, and was chased numerously by
choppers. Now our sightings took place at about 50-150 ish feet above the townhouse roof, not satellites!!!!! I usually got contact, shouting in my
head, they would appear, hover, arch up high, or disappear right at the roof.
So, turnign to go in the house got, Don't Go In Yet, We haven't Greeted You Yet! The red lit craft appeared between the trees and my son jumps out,
and we watch it go straight over the roof very low and soundless, and he got to see under the light, it was a saucer.
That night, going to sleep, had what felt like headphones placed over the slight buldge ahead of your ears, and then everything vibrated in that area
really rapidely and it was lights out. I could feel very light delicate female feeling hands and the device. Take it they raised my frequency for
some kind of meeting.
But we don't get to remember. My son talks of being shown a viewing screen by the same black uniformed, big chested guys, of future events. He knew
what it was about but wasn't allowed to remember yet.
So, its not quite like others seem to go on about.
In the last while had 20 minutes missing time picking my son up from school on a 3 mintute drive and when we got home it was late. I don't remember
any of why that time lapse happened, but sensed greys all evening and this message dolphins dying, oceans being harmed, and yet a kind of waiting. I
knew they were waiting for something. Anyway. don't get to remember it.
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