posted on Oct, 20 2013 @ 10:13 PM
reply to post by Isittruee
My ATS friend, or fellow brother:
I give you and yours, my most sincere condolences and sympathies from my heart.
While not the same as far as immediate family goes, I do understand the feelings you are having. One of my best lifelong friends committed suicide
three months ago, and I experienced similar thoughts, gradually in phases - grief, helplessness, what ifs... the whole gamut. The whole what if I
could have helped
was a tough one I'm still battling through. I didn't know then and still don't now.
Not that it could change it either way.
Look bro, the responsibility is not yours.
If you need to vent, and or talk about it...
Take care, and stay strong my friend.