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reply to post by StealthyKat
Sweetheart... I don't know about hope for life anymore... really. She has to take 210 mg of morphine every 8 hours plus vicodin for breakthough pain.. 10/325 every 4 hours as needed... and she only weighs 76 pounds now.... and even with all that... she still cries the pain is so bad.
She cant bathe herself anymore... she needs help to even make it to the bathroom she is so weak... its been one infection after the other.. and in the last 4 months she has only been out of the hospital less than 3 weeks....
She died once already and they revived her...
Although hope is nice... sometimes an end to the fight is good too... but I do pray, if nothing else but God's will...
Thank you for your love... and know that I am also only a U2U away if you need as well!edit on 12-10-2013 by OpinionatedB because: (no reason given)
I lost my dad last year to lung cancer and in less than 9 months from diagnosis he was gone. Thing is he never smoked.
I think God is calling his angels home at this time, I really do. He's preparing us for something and we must trust in his judgement no matter how much it hurts, and it does - plenty.
.. tonight was the first time I cried in front of her... but I smiled even in the tears....