posted on Oct, 11 2013 @ 02:21 AM
I was going to put this in Rants, but thought this forum was more appropriate.
Nothing surprises me anymore. I've been jaded and numbed down by msm and daily life. I've been researching NDE's for a good 8 years, and have
gained a lot of insight to all things "God", religion, why we're here, and so on.
According to the many hundreds of NDEs I've read, this life is technically a blink of an eye, a learning experience. Anything, good or bad, that
happens was already planned out. We are just God's conscious experiencing itself. By the time we die and go to heaven, we understand why things had
to happen. And, somethings, no matter how bad, happened for spiritual progression.
So here's my problem.
A friend on FB posted a video that everyone wanted to go 'viral' to catch this monster of a human being. All I read was the title "baby being
tortured for fun", and a video paused with a woman holding a 3 month old upside down. I couldn't watch it. I literally got sick to my stomach
thinking of what happened and almost threw up. I have 3 children of my own and couldn't imagine something horrifying happening to them.
If this is all supposed to be a "learning experience", where is God in these unimaginable situtations??
Where is the Karma for these evil people??
The one question asked over and over, how can God allow for such things to happen to children, the innocents??
These are the things that make me question my faith.