I tend not to post here as much as I used to, although I do continue to read many 'conspiracy' related books on my quest for more understanding- why
are we here, what are our origins, what's really going on and I often find myself postulating many theories and pondering many questions trying to
make sense of it all...
- People say 'The world's a stage', well maybe the entire physical universe is a stage, a grand, grand stage where we experience physical
existence...but why, what is beyond- are we here to learn or evolve?
- Are the entities behind the NWO part of God's overall plan, are they a necessary evil required for humanity to learn? But how can I confim this
idea? What is God?
- There's so much to consider, so much going on it is impossible to make sense of our existence, other than that it 'feels right' to be good to
each other, to try and understand the divisions that are used against us, yet understanding this seems irrelevant because the world continues to
collectively 'play the game' set out for us- divided on religion, race, mankind marches towards more wars and misery, which then leads me back to
thinking the evil is part of the 'greater plan'....'evil' sure has one hell of a hold on this world right now anyway. There has to be a reason
for it, right?...
...Then, as it continues to confuse me, the answer to EVERYTHING is there, for a split second, perhaps nowhere even a second, IT ALL MAKES SENSE, I
can't really consciously explain what happens other than for such a brief moment in time, I understand what it is all about. Then it is gone, and
that glimpse into the true nature of our existence is forgotten. I'm sorry, I don't really have the ability to explain it other than that.
It reminds me slightly when I think about individual words. Take any word and if you think about it long enough, suddenly it all seems so strange,
almost as though something isn't right and the whole thing is some kind of weird illusion.
What's amazing is that I can induce this feeling. After around 5 minutes of relaxing and letting my mind wander (that seems a fitting word to
describe it) it comes to me, but only ever lasts for incredibly brief periods of time.
Anyway, I felt compelled to write this thread for whatever reason I'm not sure, so there it is