mymymy
reply to post by infoseeker26754
I agree about sleep paralysis , I only remember it happening twice to me when I was younger, but it scared the crap out of me
But on topic, I would love to be contacted. Maybe it would traumatize me, but then at least I'd KNOW we weren't alone
I've had terrible sleep paralysis since I was 9 and always felt like someone was there with me but never saw ETs in my paralyzed state until just
recently. It was very strange and as I realized I could not move then it appeared as though the ET had come up from behind me under the bed... like I
was laying on top of him and his arms were so thin and he had a hold of my wrist controlling them and moving them around jokingly... teasingly.... and
this episode was scary but that was NOT my usual contact. There is am almond colored being that I see in dreams on occasion and I get the feeling he
is sick, bed ridden. He looks like he might have jaundice or something. He is so thin... thinner than you'd expect to see ETs who are already thin. In
the sleep paralysis, I saw him laying in a bed. This is just perhaps my imagination getting carried away because I do not equate dreams with reality
until they come to pass (which has happened) I just chalk them up as dreams and you can have a dream in sleep paralysis.
I have dreamt of this being before and while he is not very aggressive at all, it is often a negative dream. One time I even dreamt he was gay and
having flings with multiple military men on a submarine. Not saying the gay part is bad but the promiscuity and lack of control. I'm actually more
afraid for this being than I am afraid of him... because I have this theory that there are multiple ETs in government facilities in different parts of
the world... they are like ambassadors to find who in which government they can work with...and I also think some are hiding and that some are in
space. This particular ET, I think is comatose...is being KEPT comatose and this is how he interacts and he is being used in an experiment in what I
have referred to as the "mindlink"
What I'm saying is that I think the events with this particular being are proxy encounters with an ulterior motive behind them and they cannot be
trusted in their authenticity.
I don't know if the being is guilty of anything... he may be, but my feelings lean toward the idea that he is living proof of just how far some humans
will go to control the lives of others and that he is going through this as a testament to their guilt.
i realize that may be totally off kilter but in the events surrounding this particular being, I really get the feeling of a proxy motive. It's very
strange because this tends to be the only experience I get with this being... it is very vague, very obscure. Maybe he is not comatose and operating
from only the chaotic sometimes lucid dream state... but I just can't help but notice how much more real, clear and lucid the experiences are with my
original contact. They are not the same.
I feel they know each other but have different missions and are residing here in different locations and under very different circumstances.
There is something very unpleasant with the sleep paralysis issue and I can't escape the notion that some cases of sleep paralysis are manually
induced under an experiment. Beware and question all these experiences is my advice. They may not always be unpleasant but something is "off" and in
most of my cases there was great fear and any entity present remained hidden until the almond colored being from my dreams showed up and for whatever
reason, he was kind of messing with my head... or someone was.
There is also a little green one around who meditates a lot and keeps himself fit... he's short and he is calm and somewhat aloof. When I say aloof I
mean he has a cool quiet demeanor and I get no bad vibes from him. He's disciplined in his mission.
My original contact is methodical, a planner, an idealist and likes to illustrate the need to improve pre cognition even if it means being a smart ass
and teaching people lessons. He likes to prove points and is somewhat of a mastermind.
I know they are aware of each other and may be connected but I don't know how and for an apparent reason, this remains unclear. They may be working
together, they may be working against each other... they may just like to keep he government guessing because the government has to learn that it
needs to do what is right and stop forming cliques and sides and work together while still standing on your own ground... because they just create
conflict by how they continuously form orgs and groups and connive against the other groups. You never know who you can trust and they need to learn
that they cannot fall back on their cliques and have to cooperate with everyone and stand on their own two feet in their endeavors.
maybe the connection is not as hidden as this... or as devious as some may think it is, but I have a good feeling here is a lesson here. No one makes
the governments use pack mentality against each other... no one. They do this on their own. If the main governments all think they have some secret
weapon to use against other governments and some do not use it smartly... on the day that it all falls apart and they realize that they aren't
special... they will wish they had used their secret in a good way, because others have special things as well. this playing top dog here is the main
problem in the world and I really believe a lesson is being taught.
I don't pretend to know what is going on with these other beings... they could even be illusion but I consistently get feelings that are unique to
each one even without being able to always clearly identify them... because it is like looking through many filters and it keeps me guessing, but it
keeps my mind open while trying to figure it out.
at the end of the day one thing I know is that others are not to be controlled the way governments control people and this pack mentality has got to
stop.
Just beware of the sleep paralysis images. I just think there is something unusual about them.
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