Sorry to say folks, I found out this information a couple months back now.
Still in the house with her, still WITH her.
Yeah, I must be crazy. But man, I love her and I think I can trust her really...
The problem is that if I leave her, I leave this house, her, my dog and my job (as her mum takes me to work and back each day as she works there)
I'd essentially lose absolutely everything, I will be homeless, loveless, jobless...yeah, it's tough and the thoughts of what happened usually crawl
their way into my mind and sometimes I would like to leave. But as I said, I love her and I don't think she'll do it again (Though the first sign of
ANYTHING, I'm out. No questions)
The time he came round to play cards, it was tough for me, but he had tried to make it up to me and it was basically history (just the one drunken
kiss), it was me not holding onto ill thoughts but rather, choosing to rise above negativity and carry on with life.
The opinion is split with you guys, same with my mind.
Is this prophetic, or is this my mind going crazy with a thought?
I can believe either, but as I like to deal with logic, I'd say my mind went crazy with thoughts, I had no reason to believe she had cheated
properly. Even when she confessed, I didn't expect it to be as bad as it was.
Anway, call me crazy for being with her still, but, I was a bit of a bad guy to a previous girlfriend(another story for a whole other time) and I feel
like it's karma, I wanted another chance to prove I'm not the scumbag I was, so I'm giving it to her I guess...
We'll see what happens, but thanks for your well wishes and your time reading this thread.
P.S. I'm not offended easily, so please, if you feel the absolute need to do it - Let rip on me for being with her!