posted on Sep, 18 2013 @ 11:18 AM
I was kinda taking inventory of my life today. I hate to say it but really it seems like my life has amounted to nothing. I feel like if anything
I've only hurt a lot of people. I think the only 1 thing I've even done is I set up a free website for a charity. Like I did the whole thing, and
it's still running online. But aside from maybe a some small acts of kindness....nothing. The list for the negatives would be very very long. Like I
dont' even want to think about it. The list of the positives is short. Maybe the first step is at least I recognize that. Maybe I could turn it
around somehow. Maybe put some good karma in the karma bank.
Just strange because I'm just trying understand where I've come from, where I am now and where things are going. And what I should maybe try and do
next in life. Just not sure what. I guess I could always look for another charity to build their website. Like one after another it adds up. I'd be
doing some good. Even if I'm not getting paid for it. Maybe with a little luck I could find a job being the admin of some charities website. I'm not
sure why charity's but I guess I just hope that some good is being done by them and then that way I'm taking part in that to some degree. Like it's
a way of trying to do some good in the world for all the bad I've done.
Well I think you are on the right track you started somewhere, now expand. Or go find yourself. Or do bolth. You have an idea, for a website for
charity. Then you made it happen. Now all you have to do is spread the word, get your name out there. Tweek it, make it stronger, get motivated.
Find ways to get to some radio stations, and let them know about the charity, you will be suprised how many people will respond. When you get some
income comming in spend a little at a copy shop and make flyers for that website, and just ask people to donate what they can.
Then travel across the USA doing that. then you can live out of the van, and have your cake and eat it too. Soon that charity will grow, you will have
done good. Thats just one of a billion possibilites you can do!
The hard part? Getting motivated. You will be suprised what people can do when motivated.
Then you can film yourself doing it make a doc. out of it then sell it to a tv station or something.