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I was kinda taking inventory of my life today. I hate to say it but really it seems like my life has amounted to nothing. I feel like if anything I've only hurt a lot of people. I think the only 1 thing I've even done is I set up a free website for a charity. Like I did the whole thing, and it's still running online. But aside from maybe a some small acts of kindness....nothing. The list for the negatives would be very very long. Like I dont' even want to think about it. The list of the positives is short. Maybe the first step is at least I recognize that. Maybe I could turn it around somehow. Maybe put some good karma in the karma bank.
Just strange because I'm just trying understand where I've come from, where I am now and where things are going. And what I should maybe try and do next in life. Just not sure what. I guess I could always look for another charity to build their website. Like one after another it adds up. I'd be doing some good. Even if I'm not getting paid for it. Maybe with a little luck I could find a job being the admin of some charities website. I'm not sure why charity's but I guess I just hope that some good is being done by them and then that way I'm taking part in that to some degree. Like it's a way of trying to do some good in the world for all the bad I've done.