The Anthony Belcastro Story

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posted on Sep, 11 2013 @ 09:47 PM
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To start off i will tell you a little bit about myself.

My name is Anthony Belcastro, I am 22 years old and I like to play the electric guitar and i am interested in all sorts of things from philosophy and metaphysics to conspiracies in general. I am five foot ten, about 140 pounds give or take, i have brown hair and brown eyes. One of my Eyes is slightly darker than the other one.

In 2012 I was diagnosed with schizophrenia, because i had told the psychiatrist that i was hearing audible hallucinations and that it felt like thoughts were being placed in my head. Ever since then i have been on different medications to sort out a chemical balance of dopamine in the brain. They started me on risperdol and then i ended up on Fluphenazines which is what i take now daily. Sometimes i have disorganized speech and thought patterns, and i sometimes feel a sensation around the crown of my head that many people call ASMR
ASMR



Autonomous sensory meridian response (ASMR) is a neologism for a recently described perceptual phenomenon characterized as a distinct, pleasurable tingling sensation in the head, scalp, back, or peripheral regions of the body in response to visual, auditory, olfactory, and/or cognitive stimuli. The nature and classification of the ASMR phenomenon is controversial. Tom Stafford, a professor at the University of Sheffield, says, "It might well be a real thing, but it's inherently difficult to research."[


My story starts on Thursday September 29th 2011.
I was researching the holographic universe, consciousnesses, and the law of one Ra material.
I had posted documentaries on Facebook about them, and i had also said " You are God." and in a comment below i posted "Or im already dead."

right after i posted these things i had gotten up, became very light headed and it felt like things were connecting in my brain. I walk out of my room into the hallway and I Fall over on the ground with a cabinet and wires wrapped around me. I thought I had died, because of a white bright light in my head.

And then i felt intense pain all around the crown of my head and all over my whole body.
the first thing i thought of when this happened was that i was going through Jesus' crucifixion within my own mind. I dont know if it was a near death experience or past life remembrance or whatever you would call it.
Personally i think that i had a stroke, and my father witnessed it.

Ever since then i have had what i call "Tingling Crown chakra." the ASMR; it had only happened two times before; once when i thought to myself " i would forgive the whole world if it happened." (i was thinking about a girl.) and then when i thought to myself "I dont want to be worshipped, i just want to be loved.". The tingling orgasmic feeling around the crown when i think things or say things outloud. At first i knew nothing about ASMR so thats why I called it that.

Thursday September 29th 2011 was Rosh Hashanah, known as the Jewish new year.
i made two threads about what happened in the sky that day the first is
The Harlot, The Virgin, The Dragon, and The Bright Morning Star.
and then
Revelation 12 ::: 1,260 days

Venus was in the Belly of Virgo with the constellation Hydra standing next to her.


Ever since that date I have had "Prophetic" seeming dreams that ive been trying to read into.
One dream I had was where i was jesus, my friend danny was Judas, and a girl named Olivia was Mary Magdalene.

Another dream I had i was sitting at my grandmothers house talking to barrack obama.

and then I had a dream where my friend Justin smith and I were chilling and i had pointed at him and said "Matthew the apostle." and he had asked me "How do you know this?" and in my dream i mentioned the ASMR to him.

A particularly vivid dream i had was of my dead grandfather in law who we call Zader.
in my dream we were discussing politics and I had said that we were going into the Gog-Magog war of revelation. There was a tear in his eye and he placed his hands on my cheeks while he looked into my eyes.

Let me tell you a little bit about the Audible hallucinations.
One time i was trying to do the astral projection, I never really believed in it that much but i decided to try it.
Halfway through meditating a voice comes to me and says "Isis."

I shrugged it off and tried again a little later. The same voice returns to me and says " Its Nothing."

another time i was lying down in bed thinking about futuristic higherselves and god and a loud voice came to me and said " ACCEPT."

I didn't receive a voice for a very long time after that. only here and there sometimes i couldnt make it out, and other times voices of people i knew would come to me for example just the other day i was lying down on the couch and a voice came to me and said " Mommy's not going to come home drunk again like last time."

I don't really hallucinate voices that often maybe 4 or 5 times a year.

when i read certain things or say certain things i get the ASMR tingly sensation. so i ask questions outloud as if i were praying to something and i get the tingling feeling as an answer. I've used it to guide me to certain information that i have been researching.

Shortly after September 29th 2011, I had walked outside of my grandmothers house and i looked up at the sky. I saw a Tree with golden color with a circle around it made out of clouds.

Later on I see what looked like a stairway to heaven in the clouds, and also a cloud that looked like simba from lion king.

Onetime I was Gazing at the moon and i witnessed what looked like a giant mother ship go across it.
Another time i was walking towards the beach and i thought i saw glowing orbs flying around in the sky.

Onetime about a year ago i was thinking about demonic possession, and the next day i went into a cvs store and some girl wigged out in front of me and said " why would you do this to me." and "im possessed." . It really freaked me out.

all of this started when i decided i was on a quest to find out if the law of one ra material was real, where they say the universe is one being so thats why I said the you are god or im already dead. Because in the law of one ra material they go on to say that the self is the creator.

for the longest time i had thought that demons possesed me, that aliens were messing with my head, that the government was using remote nueral monitoring technology on me.

Anyways Ask me questions; either in private messaging or right here on the forum i will tell you anything.





edit on 11-9-2013 by Belcastro because: (no reason given)
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posted on Sep, 11 2013 @ 09:48 PM
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Maybe someone can post their experiences as well to compare them.
Some people will read my posts and think i am a nutjob crazy person but really i am just a normal 22 year old.





 
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