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Originally posted by Dianec
Originally posted by dodol
Originally posted by Dianec
When I was a kid I could see energy between my fingers. Would move thumb and index finger toward and away from each other and thought it was facinating. When moving toward could see and feel what I can only describe as two opposing magnetic forces pushin against each other. When moving apart could see a stretching energy line. I didnt realize everyone couldnt do that. I wish I could get that back.
i think that's what some ppl call aura
if you see your fingers in focus (without mind in the way) you can see them although they are probably a bit transparent to you right now.
The best way to see this energy is on the Trees, in the morning.
You must get rid of your mind to see or hearing something unusual
But IMHO getting this vision ability shouldnt be your goal.
Your goal is to become like children (child like) by enjoying every moment, becoming every moment
Then when you are reborn as a child, you will get everything
Ill keep trying it. I remember as a child I might be just laying down (for bed when couldnt sleep) and just doing it - almost as you describe; not thinking about it but rather just observing this thing I was seeing. Sort of like when you make your eyes blurry but not really - just focus without clutter - for the sake of just playing with the energy. A toal and complete focus - with no agenda but rather a knowing - maybe thats whats wrong now. I want it to happen rather than it just being and then allowing it without any judgement. Awe is ok but the rational mind gets in the way I think.
I also remember I could stretch it out further (like maybe a little under 1/4 inch). And somehow my focus (seemed like focus) would make me tune into the force when moving them together so I could feel even more force in addition to seeing it. Sounds weird to describe but I remember it as if it was yesterday because I did it all the time.
I fear I lost it because I understand it isn't something everyone experiences and maybe try too hard - as you said. I'm also applying labels like focus when I'm not sure focus as a kid equates to how I apply focus now. Its the adult brain - it has wrecked it for me. Thanks for showing interest though. I actually want to begin to mess with it again just because I've come close to being able to see this energy. There is nothing to compare it to. Will also try to tree thing.
First off, I do have a legitimate disorder, so it could all be a hallucination, but I have found others like me who also see and hear the things I do. Most of them are similarly affected as I am, but alas, I am still curious about what this is and how it affects me.
When I look out at the world, it looks like a grainy photograph where the pixels move and dance and sometimes congeal around objects and people. Anyone else see like this? My eye doctor is clueless as to what it might be.
Secondly, in moments of deepest silence, I hear what I describe as "frequencies," or a "background noise," and they affect my moods. The one the affects me negatively I can only describe as thick and heavy, dull and low, and it makes me seriously depressed when exposed to it for a long duration, but within the last few months there have been fluctuations in it and it has started to change to a more high-pitched, ringing, light, uplifting sort of sound that has made me feel happier. Note, some strange things have surrounded this event that many would call crazy. You might say "spiritual battles," or something that have happened to me. The low frequency has returned from time to time but it is now like it gets driven off or something...
I don't know. I would like to know if there are "normal" people who detect such things. Either I am way sensitive or way crazy...