posted on Jul, 26 2013 @ 10:24 PM
reply to post by Zcustosmorum
I don't know what was going through his head, some have speculated his motives, I feel there may not be evil motives, perhaps stupid ones. I've
been going through a really really rough patch in my relationship, and don't feel like I can reach out to anyone, I drive a truck, hauling steel, and
these past few days, driving alone, I have a lot of time to think, and most of the time my mind gets carried away, the thought has crossed my mind to
just floor it, and yank the wheel to the side. Of course I'm smarter than that and always come to my senses. Love can be a terrible thing to cope
with. Considering what I've been feeling lately, I think it is possible he may be going through some emotional problems. I of course had the
consideration of thinking about the well being of other motorists, which helped me shake the stupid thoughts caused by sadness and depression off. If
I would have done something terrible like that, and thus survived, I would probably be too ashamed to speak about it, or unable to find words.
so, my guess is he may be going through emotional problems. But it could very well be plain negligence as in "let me see if this thing will really
run off the tracks at this speed"