reply to post by freedom7
Wow. After reading your story, I not only feel absolutely terrible for you, but am also slightly relieved that someone else has had similar
experiences as me.
I do not think that you are crazy, as I too know that demons exist, and am very much aware of their power. It's funny how much you lose faith in god
after begging and pleading for him to come save you. I've been mocked by demons when I've reached out to him... I've been laughed at, I've been
attacked, and it only made things worse for me. My last demon attacked any time of the day. I have since started taking medication so that I can sleep
I've come into contact with many different demons myself, and up to about two years ago, I too thought that I was absolutely nuts!! It took one hell
of a terrifying experience (aren't they all??) with a few witnesses to confirm that indeed, I was not crazy. Whew, progress.
I've tried everything... Prayer, Sage, Amulets, Crystals, Rituals, Holy Water, Cleansing,, Candles, Oils, even salt, lol, but seriously, I HAVE TRIED
EVERYTHING. I've come to a point of acceptance, and have tried to embrace this rather than fight it... things have since calmed down. It's almost as
if when I had began to lose my fear, it weakened their power over me. But I'm not even sure I lost my fear. I almost feel as though they had me so
absolutely drained from the anxiety and always being on edge, that I didn't have strength left to fear. They do say fear is the best energy for them.
They feed off of it.
Your health problems are so very strange, and it is something I have not yet experienced (no offense, but knock on wood). They did have intense
mental/emotional affects on me, and I too had trouble distinguishing reality, from, well, idk delusion? Was it a delusion??? Not sure.
Did you ever see your demons?? I have ALWAYS seen mine, and am able to describe each in such great detail. Each of mine were so very different from
each other, with completely different characteristics and personalities. Ignorance is bliss!! I truly agree, however, I am actually very thankful for
my experiences, and am rather intrigued by each and every one of them.
What do you think all of this started over? When did it begin happening? Do you think the same demons follow you around, or do you encounter new ones
as you go (like when you move, or go to a new place). My first experience was when I was very, very young... and I'm not sure I can pinpoint the