I haven't recently really sat down and devoted all my focus into meditation or just whatever rhythm I felt, and had an interesting experience this
evening. It was all relatively quick, over in about 10 minutes, just a few minutes ago.
I closed my eyes and sat in a slouchy lotus position and willed relaxation and good healing energy over my body and then out to the universe as well.
I sent love and an invitation to communicate with me in positive ways to anything that was listening. I've done this occasionally in the past but
never with this much conviction. And I've not had any otherworldly contact experiences before.
I decided to 'sing' a song with thoughts to go along with the invitation and did so. Kinda weird but it was fun
and I thought to the universe a
cool song/expression of myself. Shortly after, I decided to focus my mind on my field of view, or mind's eye I suppose, I can't honestly tell you
which because the darkness of the back of my eyelids seemed to match the darkness of my mind's eye. So I focused my attention there and saw some
pulses of a strange shimmering darkness and my eyes started shaking in their sockets, kinda like REM.
I can vibrate my eyeballs on command but that's not the same feeling. In fact, I cannot figure out how to make my eyes do what they did using
conscious control of my muscles.
I kept focusing and my eyes started to shake faster and further. I sent a reminder thought out that I am a peaceful and loving being and only will
beings of love to the universe and others to visit me. I returned to focusing and still my eyes kept violently shaking. I felt a very strange
sensation, imagine you had a half inch thing strip of leather and wrapped it around your head, along your jawline and up over your head, and it was
pulled slightly tight. The thin band of muscles which would be directly under that strip around my head were constricting themselves, such that it
felt similar to, well, having a band wrapped around your head and pulled tight.
At this point, I opened my eyes and shook off my concern for what was happening to me.
I have felt this eye tremors thing before on a few occasions when I was meditating on similar things but this was, well, very interesting, and while I
am not quite frightened, I am concerned and fascinated.
Can anybody relate to this experience and provide any insight to these sensations? Should I do this again and keep on going?
My eyes and the half inch ring of muscles vertically encircling my face are sore right now from how much they were tensing.