tetra... you bring up a good point. I made the comment about not knowing who we were before this life. We don't specifically know and couldn't without
being told by a higher source, but maybe some seek to know this more than others and regard this information of the soul as critical. You have a sense
of feeling the timelessness of yourself, without knowing a previous name or previous deeds, you feel a familiarity.. yet some seem to be more easily
influenced by superficial things and think ore about who they appear to be or will seem to be in the world than who they already were.
I have pondered this time and time again because on one hand, as humans we are told by religion such as Christianity that we are born into sin... and
I believe this.
So if the flesh is prone to corruption, the spirit is not guilty of the same and largely a victim of circumstance as well as the reason why Jesus said
forgive them, they know not what they do.
Yet at the same time the bible (for those who believe the bible and I do believe in it's importance despite transliterations) also strives to make us
aware of spiritual judgment... that some are not so innocent even in spirit. That time and time again, some of us no matter what circumstance or
chances we are given, cannot get it right on a spiritual level.
Why is that?
You know who you are... I have felt the same, but I have also always been curious of who I was in detail anyway. Is this tendency to be curious about
it why I feel this familiarity, why I gained it when some seem detached, external from themselves. Not so much as what kind of name I was going to
make for myself, but who I really was already. Perhaps you have had that odd feeling. On one hand I have felt like I was in tune with my spirit, but
then I would learn more. Sometimes surprising myself with a realization, sometimes through my own mistakes... but now feeling closer to my true
identity than i have ever felt before and others might be very surprised and think i am crazy but through intervention, I truly believe I have been
made aware of not only who i was in my past lifetime, but who i will be in the next. It's always me of course but I'm speaking of literal detail of
appearance. This is beyond self realization and has more to do with what has been shown to me. At 38 years old, this has just occurred to me in less
than two years... despite having always been curious and asking God for this info and trying to figure it out. If you believe in he eternal soul, how
could this potential not be... that we have lived before in another age, another body? how could it not be so and this realization has always seemed
to be on the edge of my fingertips as a child and a pleasantly mysterious thought. it was always difficult for me to simply subscribe to the thoughts
and control of others because I have always, even on the verge of mistakes, i REFUSED to be controlled by others who i saw nothing but mistakes in.
Who are they to try to control us?
Who are they to police the world?
If they cannot make their agenda known in the open, then what good could it possibly be.
they will ASK me to do what hey want me to do and deal with it when I refuse because if they force their control on me i will figure it out and it's
all going to backfire on them because they are the one's who are truly afraid.
Why else would they try to control everything?
they have no faith. Not only do they have no faith in people but hey have no faith in God and they have no faith in their own selves.
Does everyone feel that way, that they are a timeless reflection gazing at their life with a hint of knowing, yet ever curious? Or are many believing
that if they do not control others, they are no one at all.
You already ARE who you ARE... and you seem to know this.
Can everyone accept this and be still?... or will so many live their lives through others, on the will of others, puppetizing others? Or on the
reverse, letting others use them, letting others tell them what to think?
Why are some so much more corruptible than others? Is it a product of our fleshly environment or is it about more than coming into this world of sin?
this is the biggest mystery to me.
I don't want to make this seem to just be about spirituality but it is about choices we make... and how we can be influenced, how we can be
On one hand I want to give the gravest warning to open the minds of others who I know would resist evil when seeing the awful truth if it could be
shown, but on the other hand I have to wonder if any of it would truly make a difference because regardless of what happens in this world, some
spirits seem to not ever change.
Maybe it makes no difference and I could just as well sit in silence.... but is that who *I* am?
I guess it isn't.
I'm going to have to think about that.
All I know is that I firmly believe through my own experience that this is all very real and I just wish that people could understand this
on 19-7-2013 by NotAnAspie because: (no reason given)