I've seen what you describe many, many times, and I've heard all the 'logical rebuttals' and even went so far as to check online/research
regarding flares, iridum, what sats were in my area etc. Thing is, you aren't paranoid, some people are more in tune and therefore more likely to get
what I call 'tourist waves', they pop by to people who are genuinely open to the possibility. They won't show up in front of people who are
afraid of them/it, they seem quite capable of gauging that. I've tested this theory myself a number of times. That in and of itself, has proven to me
there is intelligence and possibly a telepathic aspect to the experience.
I've seen them go straight up, stop, move left, then right, up, down, all around, so yeah I'm not buying the fear folks version of sticking my head
in the sand and denying what I've seen with witnesses, multiple times. Many of us see them often, for myself, I feel it's because there is a
connection there, what the connection is exactly, I'm not sure. As for taking video, I've tried and my crappy HD cam doesn't seem to be strong
enough to pick it up, but if any doubting Thomas's would like to mail me a high quality night vision cam so I can prove myself, feel free to pm me
about it, till then all I have is my word, take it or leave it.
I totally get that is not enough for many people and quite frankly I do not give a rat's behind about that. I just wanted you to know you are not
alone, they do appear when you think of them, they do move in ways that aren't 'explainable' and certainly do not follow any laws of physics as we
know them, or 'flight patterns'. What has always amazed me is the overwhelming sense of peace and homesickness that accompanies seeing them.
Maybe you are a starseed, it could be part of your life plan or contract or mission if you will to share the experience with others who are open
minded as part of disclosure efforts intended to slowly introduce a reality that would terrify the world on mass if they all just suddenly appeared
and said 'hey where is the party?'. Although I can't lie, I'd be wearing a big I told you so t shirt on that day.
As for the people who say negatively that 'oh yes, sure they are real, they don't exist because I have never seen them nor seen any evidence I deem
valuable in my all knowing wonderfulness of perfect intellect and smug superiority' then proceed make some dig about your mental health. All I can
say is, if I were an alien I wouldn't show up to some cocky little ahole of a geek who demanded I hold still while he runs 50 tests to prove to
himself that what he is seeing is real, all the while suggesting humans are the most advanced species in the universe. Would you?