posted on Jul, 10 2013 @ 07:20 PM
I'm authoring this thread in the hopes that someone may provide some insight, an interpretation, or a similar experience. I am well aware of the
possibility that it was all created by my subconscious mind and means nothing, so I would like to keep comments like that to a minimum.
An important thing to note is that the first thing I did when I woke up is write this down. I have added to it after re-reading it and remembering
more subtle details, changed a few words around, but I made sure to get the bulk of it out as soon as possible, not that I really think I could've
forgotten it anyway. Well, here goes.
God is standing on a seashore culling a great and enormous beast out of the sea. The sky is orange as at sunset, but without clouds. The sea is
dwarfed by the stature of Him and also by the size of the beast, so it looks like a pond, flanked on one side by huge mountains and on the other by a
long beach. The beast is huge and fantastic, shaped almost like a fish, but it is flying and moving gracefully and quickly in tandem with the
movements of God's hands, like He is directing it. It is covered with all sorts of blue and yellow lights along the ridges of its body, it is blue in
color and has a wide face.
I'm hiding in a kind of shed/shelter behind God, not wanting Him to see me, lest I should be woke from the dream and cast out of what I perceived as
"heaven." While I'm watching, I wonder if I would be allowed to come out of the shelter, and this is when He turns around and sees me peeking out
the door. He smiles, as if He already knew I was there and gives a small nod, signalling me to come out.
In my excitement, I run out from where I'm hiding, and as im running i see the beast turn into all the stars in the sky and back into the beast, and
I saw the sky darken to emphasize the lights. (I perceived this to mean that the beast was actually a host of angels) I called "Hey, mystic!
Please... Tell me who you are." My excitement bled out of me as I finished this question, and knew that no answer could be given other than the one I
already perceived. The host recoiled, as if struck, but I felt/heard God tell it not to fear me for I am only being tested and I could not actually
harm the beast. I was small, like a child, i had to look up at God to see His "face." The host started to move toward the shore and I ran forward to
meet it. As it came toward me, it rose up over me and caused me to be afraid and so I fell to the ground and the host fell upon me, pushing me down
into it's stomach which was like a pit full of suffocating water and light.
I remember that I couldn't breathe, but I wasn't afraid. It was too beautiful to be afraid.
God said to me "Why aren't you breathing?" and I replied "Because of the water. I could breathe underwater if you told me I could." and He
replied "But there is no water." And after that I could breathe.
And then He took me in His grasp and carried me through heaven back to earth. In heaven, all I could see was a great expanse of light above a darkness
which seemed to be filled with trillions of stars.
I noticed He was taking me down to these stars and I didn't want to go. I wanted to stay in His presence and learn everything He could teach me, but
He wouldn't let me stay and it was useless to fight. As we approached these stars, I noticed that they weren't actually stars, but sort of virtual
reality machines. Every one we passed was filled until we got to mine which was empty. The closer we got, the harder I struggled, but His force was
impossible to resist. When He sat me in the machine, it clamped down upon my lower "body" (i put it in quotes, because I felt more like a cloud of
energy than a physical body) and wouldn't let me move.
The machine started to pull me down into it, and I was pushed through what I remember now as a tunnel of darkness with faint red clouds of light. And
the end of this tunnel was a pinpoint of bright light, but when my "body" came into contact with it, it felt like I was being injected into an ice
cube. The coldness enveloped my entire body, and became a sort of numbness, but gradually I became aware of a heaviness in the shape of my physical
body and limbs. I realized I was lying in my bed.
This is the only time I have ever gone directly from a dream to a state of wakening. I felt like I was literally gone from my body and watched as I
was put back inside. (I'm excluding nightmares in which I've gained lucidity and use waking as a means of escape. This was different than that. I
can't explain how, it just was.)
This is everything I remember about the experience, and I'm pretty sure I've relayed at least 98% complete recollection. Has anybody else had a
dream where something similar happened? Have you ever seen God in a dream or seen the machines I'm talking about? I know intuitively that a lot of it
appeared only as I could relate to it, but I wonder if my experience of being put back into my body rings any bells for anyone.