posted on Jun, 30 2013 @ 01:10 PM
I started to AP around the same time as the OP. I don't believe it is demonic, but I also don't buy the idea that it is purely a good thing. Just
like our realm, that realm can be good, bad, beautiful, dangerous. It depends on where you go, what you do, who you meet. I have to agree with an
earlier poster that no one should attempt AP without a lot of training first, especially in energywork and mental focus. I didn't have the benefit of
this because my first projections were unintentional. So like the OP, I think I suffered for it and had to learn things the hard way, as I went. My
best advice at this point is that you should learn energywork, work on clearing your chakras and energy system, and learn to meditate or something
similar. If you are a believer of something, it may help to call for your god/spirit guides/whatever. When you encounter something bad, try not to
give yourself over to fear. Stand your ground, and unless it is directly attacking you, ignore it. Usually, it will move on to an easier victim.
OP, you mentioned something pulling you out of your body. My spirit guide does that. Maybe you should directly ask what it wants? I don't mean to
make you feel bad or minimize your run of bad luck, but sometimes we tend to blame a certain event just because there is a correlation. But that
correlation doesn't always mean there is a connection. Or the connection may be something more subtle. AP, like a lot of similar spiritual
activities, can awaken a lot of energies inside you. When they are unbalanced, it can wreak havoc on both your body and mind. This happened to me as
well, and ten years later I am still trying to resolve the damages. Even though it caused a lot of grief, I think it's a good idea to be careful not
to label it bad or evil just yet. I hope that for you, the answers will come in the next few years.
I don't believe in demons per se -- I am an atheist -- so I don't believe in any of the bible stuff. Having said though, I've come across some
pretty scary, evil things during AP that any normal person would probably label demons. But again, there are a lot of "demonic" people walking
around the physical realm, too. So it's all a matter of semantics imo.