posted on Aug, 23 2013 @ 03:01 AM
so i've decided to share an instance of what i'm talking about....
a long time ago, i think i was 18, i was going on a trip with my new girlfriend. i had been having dreams for years about me and her getting hit by a
truck and killed(? or at least seriously injured ?). we had been friends for awhile, but it had seemed strange that i would dream of a time that it
was just her and i before i started dating her. i had the dream several times, and it felt very real. this was not the first time, and by far not the
last time, that i had this type of dream.
i had always seen a burger king on the right, and i was trying to make a left turn, and a black truck that i couldn't see came over a hill very fast
and smashed my little saturn. that was the end of the dream, but it looked pretty deadly.
not too long after we started dating, we were supposed to go on a camping trip, so i could meet a family friend of hers, and spend the weekend with
him and another friend. they drove in one car, and we drove in another. at one point on the way, i missed my exit, so i got off the expressway. i got
off, and then headed towards the expressway entrance. when i got to the there, it was at the top of a bridge(hill) and you couldn't see much past
where you were. there was a burger king on the right. i got a full on deja vu moment, and refused to turn when the light changed. she told me to go
and i said 'no. wait.' and pointed. in my mind, i tried to kind of follow the path my car would've taken if i had gone when the light changed.
right as my car should've been crossing the other lane, a black truck came barrelling over the hill(going at least 90 mph i'd guess). i didn't see
him until his car got air over the bridge. she looked at me like i was crazy... some kind of freak. i tried to tell her about it, but she didn't want
to hear it.
we dated for a few months after, but neither of us could shake what had happened. i believe our lives should've drastically changed, if even
continued at all that day. i had a hard time dealing with it for awhile, figuring i should've been dead...
i now feel like i SHOULD be here, and the knowledge of that(and other events) were only meant to make me stronger, and to help me survive.
I'd like to hear from people that have had something like THAT happen. i had seen it for years, but it completely changed my life and made me think
about whether i should be here or not... and thinking you shouldn't be here was tough for a long time for me....
thanks for reading the long post, and hopefully i'll get some good replies!