I don't know when it first began. My friend and I became "spiritual" around 2008-2009. In the next few years that followed we dedicated a lot of
time to study of the mystery schools. We dabbled in magic rituals and in theological history and sometime during that time was when it all began,
maybe even a little before.
I first incident (that I remember) was walking on the boardwalk in New Jersey while on vacation one summer. It was at least 1:00 in the morning and
there was nobody around. When my friend and I reached the first light of the boardwalk it flickered off. We would have thought nothing of it, but as
we walked under each light to come, each one flickered off one after the other.
We originally blamed it on coincidence, maybe someone at a control panel playing a joke. So we moved on. A few months after that occurrence, we were
walking through the local town (once again after 1:00 AM) and the same thing happened to us. We knew then that it was either us causing this
disturbance or something following us.
In the next few months we noticed that the light in my back yard would go out randomly for intervals of 2-10 minutes. We studied the light and did not
jump to conclusions. We allowed it to play its part and question every possible explanation their could be before jumping to the paranormal.
Sometime during all of this we did a ritual under the full moon. (It was not at the light.) Everything went as planned with this however, we soon
realized that we did not draw the circle properly. We got a feeling of dread from this and we both got chills. We witnessed a large shadow of a being
walk across the yard nearby. The wind picked up and all the dogs in the neighborhood began to howl at this. We moved on.
After this ritual we both began to see things more clearly. Shadow people became regular occurrences. Strange things began to happen by the truckload.
The ritual we had done was for psychic and and spiritual awareness, we simply assumed that it worked. But the light phenomenon still bothered us. We
decide to ask for assistance in the matter.
We attempted to show other people. When we did, it never happened. We attempted to record it on video. When we did it never happened. The moment the
video was set to record, the light stayed on and never went off so long as we were recording. We searched for a pattern or some kind of relation to
the weather or electronics in the house. Nothing was found.
Soon enough, appliances and light bulbs began to blow out. We attributed it to lightning storms at first but then it continued throughout the winters.
We replaced the bulb, and we got an electrician out to test the wiring and everything. It all turned out fine and the electronics were blamed on some
kind of outside surge.
We have experienced many things since all of this. Strange dreams, voices, and also strange presences when we are out near the light. Not all the
time, but more times than not. When we meditate outside nearby, we can sometimes feel out energies being siphoned from nearby the light in the field
beyond it. We have tried divining as to what it was on many occasions with no response on all except one time.
I had meditated nearby and as many times before I had gotten in a power struggle with whatever was out there. The light was flickering wildly and I
felt my energies being pulled as usual, but in this instance I decided to fight back with whatever will power I could, instead trying to siphon the
energies back to me. I succeeded only for a moment, as the force was for my powerful than my will and was blasted back quite literally to the ground.
In my head I saw clearly the head of a beast, orc like, with a third eye in the middle of its forehead. It was huge, 10-15 feet tall. Brooding. I did
not feel mal intent from it, only great power. And then the seal came to me.
The seal was in my head so clearly that I drew in on paper almost exactly as you see in that image. After weeks of research I found who the seal
belonged to - Azazel, a fallen angel, a Nephilim mentioned sparingly in The Bible. I also learned a lot of information about Azazel who I had
previously never heard of before. I have studied and read the named of many angelic and demonic entities from "The Grand Grimoire" to "The Lesser
Key of Solomon" and he never came up. It always intrigued me considering he was considered a high tier leader of Lucifer's rebellion in Biblical
However, this to me is no solid proof. It could have come to me from another source be in spiritual or my past. The one thing I do know is that the
entity follows us, in fact it could BE us. It is beyond some simply electrical failure or coincidence, whatever it is refuses to acknowledge itself to
other people or to be documented.
I want to know if anyone has had similar experiences or they have any tips on what might be done about this. To some this may seem like hocus pocus
bologna, but to those who have studied the mystery arts, they know that this thing is not to uncommon to be heard of... and it is very real.
Any help / personal experience / advice - would be much appreciated.