posted on Jun, 17 2013 @ 12:37 PM
I am 44 years old, life in Switzerland and work in sports retail. I am not educated at all and english isn't my first language. So please excuse my
basic writing style.
I will never be able to express myself fully in this language.
Since childhood i felt different then others. I was allways alone, doing my own things. I allways felt there is something deeply wrong in this world.
And for about 3 years I have been researching the cause of things.
For years I have been thinking that maybe everything we believe in, learn in school, basically everything and anything is a big plot. Something got
wrong a long time ago. It seems the human race has been in slavery for the last 6000 years. Back then something happend. I believe we have been
controlled for tausends of years.
We haven't really been able to experience true freedom. The historical evolution has had a huge impact on the development of our brains.
What would we have become if we would have experienced only freedom, peace and happiness during the last 6000 years?
Our brains would have developed completly different. Maybe all the fear, the pain, wars and anything negative is holding us back to use our full
capacity of our brains.
I am started going down the "rabbit hole". I am starting to understand which vastness this has.
I am understanding by the above that we have to basically re-think our whole existence. For something to change we need to question anything we have
been learning our whole lifes.
I am not a philosopher, but I believe people allover the world should sit around campfires - like the old days, philosophize, come to new thoughts and
ideas about the world, the universe and us humans and spread the word.
If we all act as one, we will survive and could achieve so much more than we allready have. And maybe, if we do so, we can reach the stars and beyond
My search has finally been a success. Now I can start from the beginning. Forget the past, the pain, the misery and slavery - like my dad allways used
to say: "Don't ever look back"
I have to free my mind from the daily brainwashing and start leastening to my stomach and my heart.
Today will be day one, everything I have known, or thought i knew, is the past.
From now on I will make my own future.
This is all...