Originally posted by robwebbjr
Greetings and thanks.
I feel like I have been bearing the Light alone for a while now - not by myself, just alone.
I do appreciate all the protection and assistance, but I would really like to find some friends/allies that I can touch.
How would you recommend that I go about doing this if it is even practical considering my circumstances?
6:00 AM, 5/24/71, Los Angles, CA
Thanks again, and best of fortune to you.
I just wish to complete my response to you (I replied to you once already, but the char limit didn't permit a completion).
I stated the general causes of what you are going through. Let me offer some concrete, tangible advice:
I would strongly recommend you firstly do not feel discouraged, that you are hovering on levels that are alien to many of your fellow journeymen on
The bulk of presently incarnated mankind is still at the transitional stage of the emotional eon between repulsion and attraction (in more simple
terms: hovering close to the peasant stage of development, of the repulsive kind: i.e. hatred). You can be a 'noble' (attractive) peasant, or a
hateful (repulsive) one. The majority of us are still repulsive.
Some, however, have managed to make contact with higher vibrational levels emanating from the emotional plane bound to Terra. This is nothing but an
indication that you are a more evolved soul (I hesitate to use the word 'older,' because it is entirely possible for younger souls to be more
evolved than older souls. Not everybody develops at the same pace. There are laggards and record-breakers.)
Being a more evolved soul on our planet of suffering, is a most strenuous process. Sometimes it turns to a more refined type of hatred (and egoism),
as unfortunately is displayed by the elite. (I won't get into this now, unless people ask).
What I will say is: the best way to feel closeness to your fellow humans, is to train yourself to radiate 'loving understanding.'
Let me put it this way: imagine a baby, who throws everything onto the floor, kicks you in the stomach when you lift it, and screams at you randomly.
Do you project hatred toward it, or do you attempt to try to understand it and demonstrate greater care and love for it? Is it the baby's fault?
(All humans undergo a quick 're-orientation' of previous levels/stages attained, until they reach their 'actual' level in their physical life, so
that they may continue whence they left off in their previous incarnation. I state this, because every human, even an enlightened being, briefly
re-experiences the barbarian stage of development as an infant, although individual behavior is highly variant).
Most people, I'd hope, would answer in the negative. No, it is not the baby's fault. Therefore, you shouldn't punish it or inflict disciplinary
action on it. You should try to calm it down and communicate with it (even telepathically, you'd be surprised how they pick this up) via impersonal
(and personal, if it is your own child) love.
This is how you handle other humans, who are less developed than you, and can seem to know no better than to project hatred upon you and your
You in turn ought to project an impersonal radiance of love, without bogging yourself down in sentimentality. You do not have to 'like' somebody
(their Earthly persona, a tiny fraction of their true self). Try to simply love it as a member of the human family, and recognize that he/she too will
one day achieve your level, and learn to see the world the way a more evolved consciousness would.
What do you mean exactly by "protection and assistance?" Do you mean that higher beings are protecting/assisting you? Have you personally
In regards to 'friends'/'allies' that you can touch. Every human can be touched. The person (say an old, grumpy man) you meet at the grocery store
and smile at. The beggar on the street can have his life changed, by you simply sitting down and talking to him and inquiring about his life. I have
done it before many times (with murderers/drug deals/addicts, etc.) Have you done this before?
Remember, most humans (no matter how primitive they are), just wish to be listened to sometimes; have their points of view acknowledged or at the very
least heard. This may seem like unglamorous and unremarkable work, but we lightbringers do that very thing all the time. It is our duty.
You cannot fight all 'wars' on the battle field. Sometimes the 'battle field' is in your own suburbs/towns/villages. The battle for the hearts and
minds of humanity starts with you planting powerful, positive seeds in your fellow man in the street and in your family and immediate circle of
friends. This is part of your spiritual development (irrespective of whether or not it seems adventurous and glamorous to you or I).
Finally, by doing this, you will meet the higher souls you are seeking. They are 'everywhere;' not merely on the emotional/mental/etc planes.