I don't really know what to say about this, but I need some advise from people who may have some actual input. I know if I mention this to my
family they will think I am crazy. They already do to a point.
I am a person who is, what I consider, to be awake. I am not accepting of the face value of any story I hear and I delve deeper into the "facts" and
draw my own conclusions. Much like a large amount of members here. Because that leads to some pretty outlandish ideas, in my families eyes, they
think I am just a crazy conspiracy nut. Oddly enough the few friends I have who are into conspiracies think I am one of the ostriches with my head
in the sand for not believing every conspiracy I hear and spout off about the Conspiracy of the Week at the bar like they do.
Anyway with that said, I have been having an experience that I believe may be related to my research in some way and I need some input.
One of the topics that has really hit home for me is the whole SSSS thing. For those who aren't aware of what SSSS is...
Silent Sound Spread Spectrum (SSSS) & the All-Digital TV Broadcast Signal: Connection? ppjg.me...
Further reference here - www.bibliotecapleyades.net... The PPJ Gazette - Silent Sound Spread Spectrum (SSSS) & the
All-Digital TV Broadcast Signal: Connection? January 31, 2009 by Gary Rea
Ever since first hearing of it last spring, I’ve had a deepening sense of foreboding – an unnamed dread of the upcoming shift to an all-digital
television broadcast signal, scheduled to occur in February 2009. Now, I believe, that nameless dread may have a name, after all.
Any way, last night, I woke up about 230 am, and I began to have a panic attack. I don't have a history of them, but my mind was racing with
strange disturbing thoughts. Very unlike me, I meditate quite frequently, so I feel as though I have adequate defenses against psychic attacks, and
I consciously shut these thoughts down. Almost immediately more thoughts began to happen, different but similar, and I did the same thing to shut
them down, and held them off again, and shortly after, they happened for a third time. This time it was images of something I can't really explain.
It was like human shaped, spider/insect like beings all around me, and I was able to shut this down as well. The thoughts/panic attack stopped
after this, and I experienced a bad headache and ringing ears. I know that I was awake, but it was like I was in a sleep paralysis.(admittedly not
an area I am well versed in, knowledge/research wise)
My fear/concern is not that it was the product of the government in anyway targeting me, but I got the distinct feeling that the beings I saw were
extraterrestrial in origin, and may have been them attacking me for one reason or another. The question is not if I was attacked, I most certainly
was, but by who, and for what reason is what frightens me.
I am looking to see if anyone knows anything about these types of beings, if they are anything others have reported or if anyone else has had similar
encounters. Is this the beginning of something or is this an isolated occurrence?
I do not have a history of mental issues, I am not on any medications, I don't use drugs ##snipped## I don't drink. I consider myself extremely
level headed and skeptical by nature. I am not attention seeking and I really am reluctant to even post this here, but the questions are weighing
heavy on me. Also my older brother and I had a sighting of something in the sky a few weeks ago at a bar-b-que, and neither of us can explain it and
we haven't spoken much about it since. Not sure if that could be related, but possibly?