posted on Jul, 13 2013 @ 06:35 AM
One of my best friends used to read our cards, and was always much more attuned to the parts of existence that most are not aware of, he moved several
years ago and I miss his perspective on things. Actually I miss all my friends and our close group of incredibly different individuals all sharing our
thoughts and hopes and worries and dreams.
And thus my question, whenever you have the time and if you are still doing these for people (which is very kind of you by the way and shows you have
a good heart!): I miss my friends and the times we had during our college years (which extended well beyond just that time), and even though we have
Internet video calls and email and such, we all ended up going our separate ways on our own paths, and I don't know if I need to make so major or
maybe just minor changes, or if should just be grateful for what I've got and realize I'm exactly where I always wanted to be. I feel very uncertain
of the future - is this it? Do I stay with the mediocrity that defines my life now and the aloneness (not necessarily loneliness) or do I shake things
up and take some big risks to move somewhere else and maybe start a new life (again)?
My deck cutting number is 23, a number that seems to constantly pop up everywhere in my life.
Thanks again! :-)