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Originally posted by liveandlearn
OP, I am old, took me a long time to get where you are and I wouldn't go back. I never felt I fit in from childhood and certainly not now but that is okay. From what I see of some of my peers, they never grow and remind me of high school where I use to foolishly think, someday they won't act this way.
Sex is a hormone thing which is usually rampant in youth, but there is nothing wrong with seeing the reckless use of it. I suspect that if you meet the right person, and only the right person, everything will change. I speak from experience.
Also, suspect you have been this route more times than most and have learned some lessons. Embrace them.
Originally posted by cartesia
wrong is a moral word. it has nothing to do with actions that have no impact on others, although many people use it in the context of social conformity.
I think you already knew all of this, so why ask?
Originally posted by PsiOpSky
I'm in my 20's and I'm a bit weird.
I don't drink only a sip on birthdays or important holidays.
I don't smoke.
I don't see the point in the meaningless reproductive process,I don't see the opposite gender as a way to obtain pleasure, mostly I talk to women and get to the root of many problems if they having a bad day. I then try to give advice or help in some sort of way.
When I am about to say something judgmental almost something like a voice tells me not to judge others but to be understanding. It's not really a voice but more of a feeling of guidance, I apologize but that is the best way I can describe it.
I laugh a lot and smile which makes most people ask me if I smoked anything or took drugs. Which in a way is funny as I don't do drugs or even take medicine of any sort. I only take medicine if it is absolutely necessary if I get very ill and told by the General Practitioner (My Doctor)
Most of my friends think I am odd.However, a few of them told me I am wise for my age and also called me an "Overseer" not sure why they just blabbered it out randomly. It makes me laugh picturing myself as an old man.
It all began when I woke up and saw a ray of sunlight going into my room, within it I saw a man and he was smiling. Ever sense I have had these high pitched tones and vibrations, I am not sure what to call it but it feels like I am resonating with something. They don't hurt but rather soothing and make me feel calm, I do question what they truly are or meant for.
I have checked with a doctor and nothing was found wrong with my health as the first few months made me think I was becoming a quaky.
I am quiet an odd character for my age when most of my friends and same age group individuals go party. I instead usually sit down and meditate, think deeply, watch the stars and listen to soothing music. Even when I do go to parties I mostly space out in my thoughts, this is usually the point where the room goes more quiet and I just observe things.
So.. as you can see I am a bit of an odd individual for my age and I am wondering if it is normal.
reply to post by PsiOpSky
So.. I decided to meditate for 5 minutes and then do a technique called "Drum of heaven" or "Heavenly drum". The odd thing I find out that apparently we have a library in one of the deserts. That is not meant to be open until some sort of step in humanities development Interesting
Originally posted by kauskau
reply to post by PsiOpSky
"When I am about to say something judgmental almost something like a voice tells me not to judge others but to be understanding".
but you also say:
-> " I don't see the point in the meaningless reproductive process"
...in one way you are no different than a lot of people...you judge about the things you have no "sense" for.....
Sex is not meaningless. Its the most spiritual act. But a lot of people dont have a sense for it. Nothing has built in meaning. But that does not mean that you should judge about something which for others has meaning.
Get over yourself.
Originally posted by sleepdealer
You know what's intriguing? Are you saying that you're almost permanently in a good/mellowly pleasant mood?Have you always been this way or ever since the ray "incident" happened?edit on 22-5-2013 by sleepdealer because: (no reason given)edit on 22-5-2013 by sleepdealer because: (no reason given)