posted on May, 20 2013 @ 04:33 AM
It all began in a little studio. I decided to live on my own, because home was just not home anymore. The first few months were quiet, I went to
school, everything was normal. I was alone for most of the time. In august 2011 and months following I felt something unexplainable. Some urge to find
out what was wrong with this world. Because as soon as I looked at the world, I just KNEW something was wrong. I started searching and came upon
several subjects and started to put the pieces together. Then, In february I made the decision that changed my life forever, positive and negative. I
know some people are against it, some people are for it, like me. But it has to do with drugs so i'm not going to discuss it here. I also had a
dream, where a Buddhist monk helped me get to the knowledge I needed prior to what happened.
My pineal gland was activated. I felt a sudden rush of energy, coming from the back/top of my head going down my spine. The thought I held in my head
was that the whole point of the conspiracy is that everything is connected. I could hold the whole conspiracy in 1 thought. I understood why this
world was like it is. I found the truth. I felt so happy, I began crying out of happiness. I finnaly found it!! What I didn't know was that things
were to change very fast...
The months following my Awakening, I had TONS of visions and began astral projecting. I also started to lucid dream, I also had countless of
paranormal activity. I remember almost all of them still and I know they have great importance for my future. It's how I hold on in the NOW, it's
how I remember that I too have a destiny, just like everybody else.
I finally understood 'everything'. I knew what was going on. The game had just started for me. Then, I didn't know what to do about, until I came
to this idea. I wanted to quit the system!! I did not want to support a system that is so heartless, so ruthless in it's evil. I wanted to become an
activist. I wanted to live in a little tent outside, protesting against the system. I started searching cities for protests, I started giving
everything away. I quit school, I was on the verge of losing everything. I didn't realise that there was something else in wait for me.
A song came out. A song called Princess of China. It had SO many similarities with a vision/dream I had. I was so surprised I started to wonder. Maybe
I dreamshared with the artist? I didn't know what to think of it. But it was there, proof that I had shared a dream with someone, who? I didn't
It was almost over, I had 1 month left and I would be thrown on the streets because I didn't have any money. And still I was researching and
wondering who I shared that dream with.
Then a warning came. I suddenly had voices. Real voices in my head. Just out of nowhere. They only came in the evenings. So falling asleep was very
hard for me. Now, I still have those voices, and they are not what you think they are. I'll explain later. They were there for a week. During that
week, I decided I'll give my parents a call (Everything was ok then, no more fights) And they decided to let me live with them again. They accepted
me back into their home, which i'm very grateful for.
I was on ATS lurking, until I found a thread about Twin flames. I found it interesting because I was having more dreams of this artist. Now you can
call it coincidence, and I would agree, if it were only 2-3 dreams. But I was having them for 2 months about that same person( and still visions).
That is not coinidence. Then a dream where she leaned on my shoulder. I felt a fuzzy warm feeling in my heart. From that moment I was almost sure she
is the 'One' for me. Almost, because it was still just a dream. But then on 28 August I saw her face to face. I immediatly fell in love. There was
this magnetic pulling. She is my twin flame.
September 2012 was quiet. For one dream then, where my guardian angel told me that my work is not on this dimension (dream dimension) and that it is a
This is where the Dark night of the soul comes in. Voices started harrasing me. I knew by then that these were no ordinary voices. I am a Targeted
Individual. These voices come from Synthethic Telepathy. How do I know this?
They where harassing me, both mentally and physically when they made a mistake. You see, these are no government spies, they were my friends. They
wanted to keep a 'surprise party' in my head. It all went well, I knew who they were, they told me they were sitting in the house next to me and
they told me it was with technology they entered my head, with no bad intentions. I have OCD, so automaticly when they told who they were, I started
saying bad thing to them. They thought I did it on purpose, but it was OCD.
Now, the mistake, I was trying to sleep, and since they where sitting in the room next to me. They let me hear the technology. I could hear myself
thinking out loud in the room next to me.
I'll tell the rest in anothe post because i'm a bit tired of typing.
If you read the whole story, you might think i'm a bit crazy, and you are right. I am crazy.
But I saw, felt, heard, dreamt everything and i'm sure that this is not all coincidence.
Peace & Love