posted on Jun, 12 2013 @ 06:50 PM
I just had a pretty intense dream, at least it left me feeling really at inner peace. But confused.
I dreamt that I died. One second I was talking to my mother after resting, the next I was wondering why she was ignoring me as I was trying to talk
to her as she was leaving the room. I knew I was dead because I couldn't take off yard work gloves I had fallen asleep with on, they kept appearing
back on my hands. One white and faded, the other stained dark. I'll add the details I remember because I'm sure theres symbolism there.
I walked out to my brother who was sitting on the sofa with our dog and tried to get him to hear and see me, no luck. I wanted him to go in and
give me CPR and call 911. I think our dog could see me and I also think that by touching her and my brother he was aware something was happening. I
didn't want to die, I wanted to live, but then I got to thinking that they might revive me as a vegetable. A strange looking man was in the room
trying to get me to go with him. Not unfriendly or friendly, kind of fat, dressed in a bathrobe with a kind of crown on his head. he reminded me of
the Ghost of Christmas Present if he was short and fat. I told my Brother I loved him and to take care of Mom and went with the man. We were outside
and he could fly and held my hand to show me how to fly as well. I dragged him down and we floated higher and then he let me go and I had trouble
flying but did manage to get to treetop height. He said something about the mysteries of space and the heavens... and we were in a city building. A
woman was there and she wanted to show me someone who had died. I said I didn't want to but she said he had died some time ago and it was a baby, a
toddler. He had been killed when a window sill constricted his airway. She was very friendly and calming. Now he was a guardian angel of sorts.
The fist man didn't seem quite human, his hand was deformed which I noticed. Now I was with a Gargoyle type man a satyr, who sounded like
SeanConnery , but was very pleasant and talkative. He led me to great concourse where other newly dead people were being led by other guides. Some
had injuries, some had died of disease. He spoke to some guides who were having trouble getting their charges to put aside crutches and were trying to
tell them they could walk without them. Some were dressed in surgical patients clothes and I remarked I was glad I had died with clothes on although I
didn't like wearing the gloves. I could take them off but they kept coming back on off and on. I also got " gifts" from each guide. I dodn't know
if each guide was the same person who had different forms in different lives or if they were handing me off to others as I progressed. The first one
gave me an ornate tie tac, then the Sean Connery one gave me two keys. He showed me a communal shower room where people were showering and directed me
to cleanse myself. I thought cleanse yourself of sin and I washed and prayed to God, asking forgiveness for my sins and renouncing them and asking him
to look after my family. I spoke to the guides about my family and how they needed me. Sean Connery gargoyle directed me to put a wet towel in a blue
hamper and there was a white hamper . I think now I was wearing a sort of white tunic. I didn't know if I was supposed to take it off or not. There
was a TV screen with a Jesus figure although he had some kind of a halo type crown and mask which partly obscured his face. I felt great inner peace
after the cleansing. Sean Connery then told me to fly with him and we flew to a wall which he flew through. I tried to find an opening and was
instructed to just fly through. I eventually did and found myself with... Superman. I walked with him and was seeing racks upon racks of comic books
which I said interested me but not really now. I passed up some racy anime ones and said that I once would have been interested in them, a guilty
vice. He then gave me some Christmas ornaments, very complex ones that recreated scenes from Christmas specials I saw as a kid. I was still thinking
about wanting to go back and at the same time wanting to see my passed on loved ones and to see how my family on earth was doing. Then I woke up with
that sense of inner peace.
It was conflicting. I didn't want to leave earth but did want to see Heaven but I had the inner peace.