posted on May, 17 2013 @ 04:43 PM
Originally posted by Belcastro
i was wondering if anyone else has gone through this.
sometimes when i think things or say things i get a feeling around the crown of my head that feels like an orgasm.
it wants me to believe that something else is communicating with me. i get holographic feeling pain in the left side of my body or right side of my
body right being for yes left for no.
i dont know if i am manifesting it myself subcounciouslly, if i am possesed by demons, i dont know if technology is being used on me, or i dont know
if it is "schizophrenia" like the doctors tell me.
it wants me to believe in God, and that other people are myself. it feels like its trying to teach me something and guide me but i cant solve the
puzzle that it gives me. sometimes i hear voices and sometimes i read into the world around me as signs...
Yep... For a good 3 to 4 years (which started 6 years ago...so - you can do the math).
I don't know what to tell you.
If it is like my experience...you'll eventually find that - it leads you wherever you respond with the greatest emotion/s.
Everyone (who has an experience similar to this) probably interprets/translates the physiological manifestations (tingling in crown chakra, sensations
of all sorts in the back, neck, shoulders, chest, face, legs, reproductive-regions...and, in my case, most emphatically - the feet) differently.
Everyone I have communicated with, about such experiences, has come through said experiences -- with different conclusions. You'd think that if it
was "divine"...the least that could be expected, would be a fairly consistent "truth". But, it's as varied as the many Near Death Experience
stories I have heard & read.
Are you "special"? I'm sure you are. But - after six months, or a year or two...when you're still you...and no-one is calling you "King of
Kings & Lord of Lords"...you'll think back to all those times you restrained yourself from broadcasting to everyone-around - that you ARE The
...and thank your lucky star that you still have some degree of respectability left.
Just some observations...from a fellow-traveler. Could be right -- Could be wrong -- Just hope it helps in some way. Be Well.