reply to post by FreeThinkerbychoice
1. It could be a serotonin/hormone imbalance. Try Sam-E, ALCAR, Ginkgo, and various others natural mood enhancers provided naturally as
2. Heart Chakra and Love part/Intuition part of you may be cut off simply because we live in a Heady world that emphasizes Logic/Reason/Ego over
It happened to me. My old man was a piece of alcoholic crap and I was beat up as a child and abused. It forced me to close myself off from the world
and others, and to see all of this as a prison where no one can be trusted. Its taken a half of a lifetime to open back up to wonders of existence and
know myself thoroughly.
I'm sure it's great to own a huge piece of property with all sorts of materials to distract me from the deeper and more
ethereal/esoteric/metaphysical side of life. Ive listened to all the theories of materialism, the hypothesis that we are merely programmed biological
organisms that exist for a brief moment in time as the result of a monumental explosion billions of years prior. I understand that this existence
might be it, that some are unfortunate whilst others are so privileged that they seem to overlook the rest.
That's the perspective an agnostic/atheist takes. That we are bags of pre-programmed flesh here for a split second and then die, with nothing here
after. It's a sham.
I remember clearly pre-existing prior to the body and have found the part of me that will continue to exist after the body dies. Have popped out of
the body quite a few times.
I have even embraced my flaws and made peace with my mistakes and believe me I have made many mistakes, so much so that it has lead me so far down the
rabbit hole so to speak that mere conversations with others sometimes end in dismay.
we all make mistakes, its part of being here. COnversations for me with average joe's result in an impulse to either want to puke or fall asleep. I
Love my fellow man and have much empathy, but the majority are happy to speak about such irrelevant things such as the latest south park episode,
sports, news, music, etc.... while I am thinking about the galaxies the revolve around each other, infinity, ego death, how to reach a spiritual
utopia, writing books, going within myself, and reading about quantum physics, philosophy, Christ, Buddha, etc
Why? because I tend to say things like it is, I tend to unintentionally burst peoples bubbles so to speak. You see I have this irritating yet
addictive condition for seeing the world for what it is and not what it wants to be. I see past all the superficial chivalry and games the masses seem
to consume so vigorously.
This can come from a negative sadistic place. The right view is Love, empathy, and friendly bias bubble popping. Many aren't ready to have their ego
destroyed, especially teens who are still forming theirs.
I know it is the little things that should be enjoyed but as of late I have realized the way things are going the little things might not exist for
much longer. I hate to say this but maybe I should just admit that I hate human beings for always being so predictable, for always taking the easy way
out, for always ignoring the most important things.
It is the ego based world-programmed bias bubbles that should be hated. The majority know not what they do and are unconscious of themselves and their
programming. However behind that ego/bias bubble is the real portion, the soul, the connection to the source. The real you is lovable and innocent
That first bite of that sweet apple, that sweet taste of pleasure that has lead us all astray in the pursuit of pleasure at all cost, who cares about
the man sitting in the corner with his cardboard sign. He had his chance to swindle he just wasn't that good at it. One thing I know is if there is a
God he/she/it has left us a long time ago, I know I would of.
God is like an Infinite Ocean and is here and now, the source of all of us. It is not some guy on a cloud raining skittles on the saints and death on
Don't get me wrong, behind all this is a morbidity, there lies a person capable of showing compassion,love,and care. I just don't know where to
project it towards any longer. Is it because we have lost touch with the very thing that has provided us with the environment to exist, probably. All
I know is I need some wise words, not from scripture, not from some deity speaking through you. Just from you .....
This world will make you jaded and that's whats happened. The jadedness covers up and hardens the heart. The way things are now, will not be forever.
We are headed to a utopia within the next 1000 years or so. Life is roughly 60-100 years for a reason cause this place changes us.