posted on May, 10 2013 @ 10:02 AM
You're not evil,
You're just resonating on the lowest Chakras in your body. (lolz, am i seriously talking about Chakras, i hardly know # about them..)
What I have noticed is,THEYRE VERY REAL, theyre the bundled up nerve centers of your body.
When you're down, or really depressed, or really anxious, you resonate on the lower systems supposedly, and, while there, you can only really think
about things on that low level; selfish things, self-criticism, etc.
You're telling yourself that your evil in your own mind, which has been reinforced by people who you thought highly of while growing up also saying
this. For instance, when i was a kid, everyone told me I'd be a liar like my Father was. Until I grew out of it and found God, I was basically a
straight-up liar. Self-fulfilling prophecy.
The things you think, subconciously, have a way of coming out, whether you notice or realize it or not.
My advice would be to RENEW YOUR MIND, which can take some time and dedication, but, the thoughts youve been thinking are most likely reinforcing this
messed up feeling within you.
If people around you call you HOLY, not evil, all the time, after a couple of weeks, you'd be feeling Godly.