posted on Apr, 29 2013 @ 03:07 AM
When I was very young, [I mean young....this is the first dream I had that I remember, 2.5 or 3 years of age], I found myself in an extremely vivid
and terrifying dream. I was older than 2 in the dream, and being chased by a very tall, very unpleasant looking entity with very long fingers.
Fine, just a dream.
Ever since then [next vivid occurrence was 8 years old], I had occasionally found myself wide awake in a state of extreme terror [NOT hypnogogia and
NOT sleep paralysis, I am AWAKE, this # is for REAL]. Eventually I look forward and standing at the foot of my bed is an entity who I have always
called(I even hesitate to type it. We don't speak these words in my home, not ever. I mean it, not ever) The grinning man. Not John Keel's GM, not a
man at all. But this is what I called him/it when I was young.
The last time I saw him I woke up in total darkness. I felt like a veil was being pulled off of my face and he/it was standing right over the
bed.Staring at me. He began to walk toward me and I became so frightened that I choked, gasped, and spit up. It woke up my spouse. I wouldn't tell
her what I saw, but she knew immediately.
He was wearing a long black cloak the last time. I can't say if he always is. He appears to be so tall that he hunches over because my ceilings are
too low for him to stand straight. He has incredibly long fingers, non-human face. His face is narrow. Big eyes, slit pupils. He always has an
enormous Cheshire-cat grin on his face. From ear to ear.
There have been days when I have woken up knowing he's there, but my back is turned. Something tellls me not to turn around, don't look. I
will sit there trembling for hours after the encounter. Generally these are face-to-face encounters.
He's shouted at me before. It wakes me up out of a sound sleep. i'll hear my name in a furious, angry, deep, gurgling voice.
On one occasion, I was asleep at home, before my parents split and my family was basically destroyed. I woke up because I heard this. I then heard
him/it say "I won't let you have your memories back".
I didn't know what this meant until later. After my family split, I became incredibly depressed. I constantly tell people that I have no happy
memories. I can't cherish the good ones because I'll never get to re-live them with my family.
I am very afraid to post this. I've been debating it for years. I am terrified of this creature/entity. I decided I had to do it; I need to know if
anyone else has ever seen this entity?
I once called out to a spirit guide and asked why this creature constantly visits me like this. What I got back was the following response:
"what can you learn from pure evil?".
What the # is visiting me. I'm afraid of the dark, afraid of being home alone at night. When my spouse goes to visit her family I have to have a
friend stay with me. I can't spend the night alone in my house.
Someone out there must have had a similar encounter.