Simulacra, no nuclear or powerplants around this area. I am in the centre of the city.
worldwatcher, yeah I tried chakra meditations, still no avail. This one in particular, I found on some channelers web site, of summoning the Mahatma
energy and then systematically working through the chakras, it was soothing, but no results.
Majic, yes there are unresolved childhood issues, that all we Indigo children apparantly face, that are lying deep in my subconscious, that
conventional therapy cannot absolve. Hence, why I went to the hypnotist, who cannot hypnotize me. I am not sure what else I can do.
Yes, I do relax when I meditate and attempt psychic exercises. It soothes me, but there are no results.
thirddensity, read my signature mate. I definitely believe in myself.
St Udio, I clear my mind of all thoughts, nirvana, no sound. However, it seems all I am shutting down is my conscious mind, it is perhaps my deepest
unconscious mind that is generating all the noise.
Yes, I am results orientated. I have not tried Zen properly, but I did read up on koans, like the sound of one hand clapping, and that has not done
anything for me either. I already know logic is inadequate.
I dim all the lights(I have also tried with lights) I turn of the radio, TV, mobile phones. I light a candle, and sometimes incense, and play soothing
relaxation music. I relax, but nothing more than that.
It's been 7 months now, I started with the mindset of letting everything flow, but after 7 months, not getting any solid results, has disenchanted me
somewhat. That tells me something is wrong, and until that something is not rectified, I could go on another 7 years doing the same, and still get
I do everything you say, relax, sometimes in the lotus position, sitting or lying down, and then slowly shift my awareness to my third eye, generating
a tingling feeling there. I can do all this, I can become very relaxed, and I can feel like I am floating, but that is where it ends. No results in my
The biggest experience I've had in my development in this regard, is a breath entering my mouth and saying my name, spontaneously and at night, where
it is uncertain wether I was dreaming or not.
I have read up on what I want to do. I am very interested in healing, and I have noticed I can generate a lot of energy at my palms. However, what I
am interested in, is the ability to feel, because that is what is lacking in my life and the ability to connect to my higher and intuitive self.
I have three books on psychic development, and a few more on spiritualism, meditation and karma. I've borrowed two more from the library. I have also
read many articles online. So, on the theory and technique side of things, I am well versed.
Thank you for everyones rapid feedback