posted on Apr, 22 2013 @ 10:23 AM
It takes a clear mind to define ego.
ego is smart and different to everybody. Yet in it's nature it is the same. It is something that exists in the spiritual realm. I could say there are
degrees of commitment to ego. One is more or less saturated by it than the other. Ego is against the nature of humanity only existing to do harm
possible on every aspect of men, through every way one could think of, that it is possible of but one can resist, yet if it takes control of another
person and sets that person out to kill you, well, there goes the fact one can resist then offcourse.. I don't truly know yet.
It succeeded in confusing humanity, that is a fact. At least, my world has been like that, and it is set to harm people. It doesn't feel well when
people are confused about you know, does it? Meaning them believing lies about you and such. It ruining your life then, you get it don't you.
When you think of things that happened whereof you though: "Now where the hell did I deserve this". Well.. It is just set to harm. Life can teach
you a way to learn to live with it, but that doesn't last long for one wants to rid it out of your life. Being what ego wants and being yourself are
like black and white, good and evil. Two completely different awarenesses. You must have experienced what you call 'good' days and bad days in the
past now don't you. And haven't you ever wondered why the days didn't remain that way, always feeling good or bad. Ego is such a pain. I told ego
is psychosomatic, with which I meant, psychological which can result in physical ailments. I also meant, psychological commands leading to theft, rape
and murder. The psychological has a physical result.
Ego does everything it can for you to not be aware of it (maybe not when it is in full control of you, then you go up in it and allow yourself to do
its deeds (possession as I told). And when you are aware of it it can do everything it can to disguise itself. But it can be you resisted it and it
left you. But still, it can affect other people in your vicinity to... scare you, mock you, ridicule you, just making your life miserable. It is the
cause of many psychological diseases, as well as the active as the passive (or the victim, or the one making victims) I don't know the word for that
last, the one making victims. The latter, when in such mood, we also like to call psychologically ill (when in such mood) cause you can have an
honest, decent man suddenly killing someone where everybody is shocked about when they hear the news. Oh, what? He did that????
It is able to control people, it can have subtle long lasting posessions, or can make accute sudden ones. Hell....
Illusions = lies. You know, when people use drugs, they expect something different. Dangerous. Drugs on their own can be quite innocent, but when ego
makes the scene, things easily become bad. Ego is so deceitfull, so deceitfull. It is also so smart and can be very steady. It is to resist!
Endurance! Ego is the enemy. Love your enemy. After all I've told, I'm quite confused now. It keeps people from knowing the truth, of itself and of
the truth itself.