posted on Apr, 5 2013 @ 05:51 PM
I have read your OP. Much of what you say is typical of abductions. Either you have read a good bit about abductions encounters and the before and
after effects, or your are totally corrected in your assumptions about your existence.
You mention one aspect of those with pre-abduction experiences, dream. The dream of standing on a high hill or similar vantage point and looking down
on things entirely new to your eyes is part of the process. typically, as in my case, there was a tall, older human man standing by my side
explaining the flashings of lights and incredible machinery I saw down below me. As a youth, however, I had dream after dream of the difficulty in
climbing that hill. At some point, and I can't place it, I reached the top and was given instructions by the wise one that seemed to know everything
I'm an old guy now, and recently I've started putting together my notes that I've made over the years, and I last wrote up my experience of the
hilltop view. . Take your time and write up the details of your experiences and you will find more and more details emerging.
You might find that you were given a purpose, a destiny. You may not have chosen it, but you may still feel that it is something that you MUST do.
Therein is the problem for many of us. We fail to complete our tasks and the "monkey is on our backs" for a lifetime. It happens. Be very careful
how you handle yourself and have someone that can be understanding, and a guide if you start to venture off into truly dangerous territories. That
can happen also. Good luck.