reply to post by QuantumSeeker
I myself have been having difficulties, I thought it was magic, I think it was just me wanting to go my own road, and I pursue 'the higher road' or
whatever, I just want the best out of life.
I think I needed time for myself first, and then reunite with the people I know again.
There may be a special destination for me, for you. I only mentioned my experience (I'm 30 now) for you, if you kind of endure the same things, it
cannot, at least I hope, cause I don't know for sure, cause I had really hard times to endure, it cannot destroy you, but it really puts one to the
I think it wasn't me who made the circumstances change. I could not do anything to make things better or I don't know what, untill it just became
better out of itself.
What I think now, which I should say to you, is that the more you suffer because of it, the more the change will be that will come into your life.
That's just what I think now. The more chaotic or whatever, the better the outcome will be. But life will remain life. You won't be heavenlike or
superior it extreme ways or how should I call it. But it will be good, like when you felt good when you were a child (if you at least were gifted with
such experiences). But everyone does. So
In the bad period, it was like everyboy was denying myself and I was completely not there with people. I had zero influence anymore. Nobody listened
to me anymore, to all I had to and needed to say, which was really of importance. It was just really strange man, but now it somehow becomes the past,
this, this, oew, this trouble/suffering which was in fact not usefull, still. I have mixed feelings for the situation I was in. There were like three