posted on Mar, 18 2013 @ 02:08 AM
I thought I replied in this thread, weird. Yeah so the other day, a good friend of mine, a girl, insulted my character and told me she didn't want to
be seen with me in public because it would ruin her reputation as an artist.
That just blew my mind, especially since I've been rather well-liked lately - I've been going downtown and networking for my band, and people will buy
I didn't know what to say, so I attacked her argument fairly harshly. It was bad timing on her part, because she hasn't seen me in a while, and is
going off of her previous experiences with me. Two things that bother me the most are when people are inaccurate with their assessments of me or when
someone totally believes that I'm not capable of doing something - I am constantly growing, so if they get locked into their perception of me from
like a year ago, it just causes tension.
I notice a lot of guys throughout their lives or especially when they get older will fall into routines or whatnot, but I'm always working on
improving myself and finding new experiences - although routine and predictability is what I desire, being an Earth sign.
It is ridiculous how introverted I wish I were compared with this uncontrollable driving force to experience life and grow - I often find myself
wishing I was with an intelligent, maybe less social girl but the girls that I get along with and talk to are like the ridiculously social, beautiful,
confident, adventurous and nice ones.
At any rate, I sent her an apology thanks to your thread.
edit on 18-3-2013 by darkbake because: (no reason given)
18-3-2013 by darkbake because: (no reason given)